Can you see how tough am I to be like this?

Opps, i almost forget something! I should take this post as my appreciation to everyone. Thanks those who wished me. Really really, I'm really happy & touched. Thanks you guys for willing sacrifice your 2mins study time & your sleeping time, maybe? I'm laughing at you all touched.

My senior page is almost done. Just left with 2 pictures with making me really frustrated. I almost gone mad because of it, wait. I'm already mad now. I hate waiting all the time. & what should I do now? Wait for em' to send the picture to me or ignore them? Ugh. Is sending a picture hard? I've been asking them since 1 month ago! Don't make me yell at you okay. I don't wanna to do that.

Holidays is almost here. So it is time to plan for holidays now! First week of holidays kind of suffer for me. But it is okay, take it easy. Teachers wasted their precious time to come early in the morning to teach us too. So my first week will be like semi-college life, 3 days of extra classes. Opps, not to forget tuition too! Second week will be fun, fun, fun, fun!

Problems always around. Just like now, I had another problems again. Fml.

I bite you,

Saw everyone start to active their blog now & reminded me I'm still here.

3 freaking weeks past, say freedom! But now I have a feeling of lonely now. For the past 3 weeks I had books accompany me but now? Back home, face the walls, lay on bed & start to sleep, such a boring life. I miss you exam, but my heart is aching.

It warms your world.

Ting is making me jealous. She is gonna attend OiC Camp which I was despo for it. And she assigned the Fashion Style course! Aw Ting, you better bring some knowledges back for me. I had depression these days, because of several particular tiny tidy reasons. Sorry, mood swings again.

Senior page is giving me another headache. Why is people doesn't want to give co-operation? This is really pissed me off. Don't blame me if I missed out you.

You don't know me,

Yay to myself, i deleted lot of my memories today. If you can check out what I've remain, I only remain last year's & this year's. No doubts, without any regrets. I don't wanna to left myself behind with those full of hatred & sadness posts. In short, I need to get a life.

So I left 230 posts here. Rewind back to the past & I could only see how childish & silly I am. Last time I always thought that I'm enough old to lecture people like mama & papa do. Even now I look back, I'm still childish. Oh Lord, please forgive what I've done, all the stupid & silly things.

Have you ever been to Genting Highland? And what would you do on there? I'm going there for 4 days 3 nights? Of course it is going to be very boring since I've been there for hundreds times since first time I went there. But my vacation there is just like in a big villa. There's golf, swimming pool & garden around. And I, going to do my revision. Isn't our brain love fresh air under a conducive condition? So I guess I going absorb more than here.

Relax, just another way to make myself calm.

3 days more to end of my hell. Welcome back my heavenly life.

Found something interesting here.

There's big differences when you're begging your girlf to forgive you, HAHA.

Let me make things clear, (this is serious)

You better know it.

Cr : WeHeartIt

I hope I am still remain till the end,

YES! It's another week! 5 days more to my last paper! I'm so freaking excited for it. Let me make thing clear, it should be holidays not the papers. I had heart breaking papers this week especially on my Biology. Enzyme, aerobic & anaerobic respiraion, tricep & bicep, ulna & radius, hypertonic, isotonic, hypotonic, neurone, synape!  All these things still my mind. You better keep them till my SPM finish kay my dear cerebrum.

It rains like cats & dogs today. Well, I meet Rac's car when she is going to school. And her pretty kind-hearted mother stopped by and asked me whether wanna take a ride to bus station or not. But I rejected her in the end. You know, I never greet to her mother before & now have to sit in her car is a bit paiseh can? Sorry aunt, I don't mean to reject you & thank you! FYI, Rac & I was neighbors past 11 years. Wait, I don't think I know Rac but her brother, Adrian.

I have something to showoff today. Remember I said I love something vintage? And I remember my sister got something like that. It is a bracelet that she bought from Vietnam? Myanmar? I forgot. But it is nice, way to perfection!

It's nice. Isn't?

Having history & chemistry next week. I shall start to study so that I won't regret later on.

Incomplete me,

One week past, 2 weeks more to go! Mid-Year exam made my life miserable. I promised myself not to online but what am I doing now? You know that. Weather changed vigorously these days. Past 4 days was extremely hot but it started to rain yesterday.

Why you always come without any sense of expectation?

Why am I online now? Because I reward myself for finishing Chapter 1 of History, haha! Okay it is not a big deal but I need some rest since I wasted 2 hours on master this chapter. Imagine there's another 14 chapters to go. /die

Here comes my schedule for revision!

Saturday - History
Sunday - Physics & PJK
Monday - History
Tuesday - Biology, Moral
Wednesday - Biology
Thursday - Biology
Friday - History
Saturday - Chemistry
Sunday - Chemistry & History
Monday - History
Tuesday - Mathematics

Lots of Biology & History I know. No choice, since I'm weak in both. Every second is my previous time. I shouldn't waste my time fooling around. 185 days more to SPM! I should start to make up my mind, make things clear.

I'm going to renovate my blog soon. I've got my aspiration from one of my blogger friend. Haha, nice layout she had & made me jealous lots. Haha, I should start my hobby again. It was my hobby when I was form 2. And I quit because of particular reason.

The perfect me,

As promised, I'll talk about my dream self today. I always wanted to talk about this since long long time ago, Hmm, decade ago? Haha, okay no craps. Since I watched too many Korea Drama and admire too many Korea idols, I'm totally into Korea now.

Do you remember my long hair? It was some fact 2 years ago, now I've a short hair & I miss my long hair badly. And the reason I wanna leave my hair long is because of this,

Yes, because I wanna my hair become like that.

Too bad my face is so huge and I always blame my dad for that. My stylist & sister also said that short hair suits me better. Okay, double blame on my dad.

Next, it's about my styling, Haha. As I said before, I am so into Korea included the way they style up too. I'm influenced by SNSD, f(x), Miss A & T-ara especially. So it should be about like this.

I love everything about there! Love till max!

I wore one of em' before. And my sister scolded me for grabbing her clothes & she said it makes me look older. That's why I wish I can grow older then I can try all of them! Nevermind, just wait 1 more year, then I can do anything freely! Especially 18 years old, what a legal age! 

Heh, I gonna buy em'

Addition, today is Mother's Day!



Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers all over the world!
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☼         YES, I have a fantastic mother! Happy Mother's Day         ☼
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I'll see you in the end,

Trying to find something to blog. Since exam is approaching, I decided not to online till my papers finish. Do you think I can do it? Of course I cannot lah, how can I missed my WGM on Sundays? It's my only entertainment can?

I don't know why am I keep hiccup these days. Most of my Indian friends telling me that someone is missing me, Haha. Yeah right, JaeJoong misses me always & I knew that. Okay not JaeJoong? HongKi then. Since I have 8 boyfs. I can choose anyone I like. Of course JaeJoong is always the first, no one can ever replace him.

My inspiration reached the max yesterday. thank God! Thanks ShabbyPrincess too. I got all my inspiration when I was trying to surf my folders & I found out that I downloaded lot & lot of pictures when I was 14. Thanks to myself too. So what am I trying to say? Create & Designing rawk the max! 
I shall share it after I done em' all.

Timetable for exam is out yesterday. 3 freaking weeks suffer for exams. All the teachers said that they are going to teach in the mid of exam if we don't have any paper. Please lah teacher, who is going to concentrate unless you give us some tips for your papers, /evil laugh.

Yes I miss you so badly! I'm waiting for your tweets now!

I'm gonna talk about my dream self in the next post. (:

Justin Bieber / Bruno Mars / Usher ?

Justin Bieber / Bruno Mars / Usher ?

Answer here

If I cure this, I'm good.

Something wrong to me today. I'm having terrible flu & slightly cough now. Must be the one who sat beside me, not to mention, sent her virus to me. Oh please, say no to sickness! I'm gonna have my exam in 5 days and I don't wanna drop my grades (it's already very low now, hah!) because of this.

Since today is Thursday, tomorrow is Friday! Fun fun fun fun! Too bad Saturday we are having another replacement for the one of the holidays. Hmm, okay. Just take it easy & make it as a day which make me happier? Since I can meet my friends and talk silly & funny stuffs.

" Everyone is on their own stage. People around you are your audiences."

Love Thursday! Since there's pasar malam around my house area. And I get to meet handsome guy whenever I pass by the stall. (Y) Seriously that guy is freaking hawt, just that his height is abit, ehmm. And I love his deep dimples. I wish I could get a chance to take picture with him, but I'm not brave enough.

Surfed net, and found now. Really niceeeeee. Dear my future husband, please rent me this for my photography pictures!

Me love this. My fairytale, My dream.

I was gazing, & I found it.

Freaking no 450 post is gonna talk about my second standardized exam. FYI, I did not very good in most of my subjects, except Mathematics and Biology. Human is weird, when they got high achievement on something, they'll start to love it more. Indirectly saying, who doesn't want to be praised? That guy will be really stupid.


I'm really disappointed on my English paper srsly. I didn't get A, not even a A-. Yes I admit my English is not that good, but I'm trying to improving myself now. Hah, teacher suggested us to write diary & let her have a look? My God, who wanna relieved their secrets to anybody? So I choose blog now. Blog as much as I can, use as more new vocabulary as I can. But, I can't think of any seriously.

12 new words enough for the upcoming days!

Exam is coming soon. Let's study people. Aim for the best. :)