Memories I kept since I leave,

I miss my old school suddenly. The fresh air, the big field, the wind blows, it makes me feel comfortable.

I still remember us classmates love to play around at the fifth floor. Fifth floor is the place we have our addition class after school. Whenever there’s an addition class, we’ll rush from third floor to fifth floor to put our bags & then rush to canteen have our lunch, talk & laugh like nobody cares. AH, the special thing is; we 22 girls & 22 boys will sit in same row, but different table & admiring those who had their own lunch box. After had our quick lunch, then rush back to fifth floor again start to fool around? I miss the old times.

Since we’re the second ‘generation’ who uses this fifth floor, so everything is functioning well. The air-cond, the chairs & tables and of course the washroom! And the funniest thing is, girl’s washroom is just beside boy’s washroom. So whenever girls want to go to washroom will always pass through boy’s. Haha, then all the guys in the washroom will start to shout “Oi! Don’t see!” “Wei, don’t be perverted can anot?” blaa blaa so on. So what? We can’t see anything also since there’s a small wall there!

I look at them, I smile.

Before the class starts, then we’ll stand at the edge of the corridor, and enjoy the wind blows! So I love fifth floor lots especially when I’m having some problems with other things. Well, I enjoy Chinese class and English class a lot. When I was twelve, I srsly don’t know what is ‘saw’ & my English teacher’s name was Miss Saw. Everyone who educated well was keep laughing at her name but I kept quiet. Till the last day I only know what it is, silly me! Since there’s 22 boys & 22 girls in class our teacher always encourage us to sit with opposite appeal so that we won’t be shy in the future? But we still sit with good friends, Heh! When Chinese addition class in library, then everyone will starts to sigh because the class is quite boring actually. But your heartbeats will stop when teacher asked you a word that looks strange for you & you never check dictionary . The fact is, everyone who sits behind me was all guys and they love to tease me lots. So, sometime it is funny, sometime it is a bad thing. I can say that my boy’s friends are more than girls. That’s why most of girls dislike me I think.

But common sense la, everyone will start to gossip about who like who, who loves who, who hate who or who dates who, HAHA. Although things we had done are silly and childish, but we love it! If can, I wish I can back to standard 6 again. Not too much but just half year enough. /greedy.

Then, I met CheeLip & KhengKoon today. 

yes, it's right. Let's go back there!

Grins into the mirror,

My tuition Chemistry teacher is having her degree gradual or what the heck it isit? I can't remember at all. I just know that it is something after the degree, Hah. But I'm quite envy her since she can continue her studies although she is 4x now.


So now, STPM/ A level?

My dad agreed to buy me a car? Ahh, but I think it is impossible & I don't want to get a car also. I enjoy being fetched by people, Heh. Forgive my selfishness but sometime when someone fetches you to somewhere, it is kind of enjoying. Especially you can sleep while someone is driving, woo :D

My blog track down system is functioning again. But I still don't understand what happened to my cbox. Cbox system annoys me srsly. -_-

Tomorrow having my BM oral test, wish me luck.

She says, He says,

Since I chose jondaenmal languages, I think I should talk / write politely, ehmm. 

Yesterday was Saturday & I went to my old classmate but current schoolmate. Hah, everyone had a marvelous, wonderful, fantastic & great night. Had dinner in her house. Well, Shirley & I were eating non-stop while everyone was like "I'm full." "I don't want eat anymore." "I don't want anymore. Thanks!"

This is the specifically about old good friends. We dont feel shy. Haha, people like us - Shirley & I!

Fireworks spark like shining glows!

People I like. 

But sadly to say everyone went back early. But still okay, I had my heart-to-heart conversation with XinYu. We talked from South to North, Ground to Sky, Bottom to Peak! Hah, it is funny & somehow grieved moments. Well, I still like it. Reading the storybook about horoscope & Galaxy, amazing!

I went back around 11. I asked my sister who also my counselor a very simply question.

" Are you still contact with your old school friends? Good friends? "

And she told me this,

" Never. No one in the school could be your friends especially girl's school. Anyone can betrays you at anytime. By that time, you won't feel surprises but you'll wake up. "

Okay sister, I'll bear it in mind though I still can't understand about your good quote. Well, I'm not looking forward for my social rebelliousness but I wonder how is it look like.

Fight? Pain? Love?

Are you worth it? Prove it then. 

She says, It is a process you'll get into. In the end, you'll get better, stronger & fabulous. So don't try to be upset when you face it. Prove it that you are having a great life. Remember? You're unique, the only one.

Jun always say - Love is pain. No pain? No love.

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Since when it happens?

jondaenmal (존댓말) or banmal (반말)?

I'll choose jondaenmal languages while taking to you. 

No doubts, I don't know what happened, just that.

It's the time to make it true.

College = Trends + Fashion + Style + Gossips?

My history teacher shared her experiences & happy moments in her University life ytd. I can see that she really enjoyed in her University life. And now, she makes me wanna go college badly!

This is what we usually do during our high school.

Isn't it true?!

I don't do that. Hmm, okay I did it like once or twice in month! But I have friends who do this everyday! It's kinda funny, for me. Let me talk about college life that I always dream about.

My college in my dreamland is something like this,

It's kind of Harry Potter's magic school!

And the teacher will be teaching in this style! 

HAHA, The black board really, awesome! 

And maybe, you can see some hawt guys with bff around. Like this, 

Asian Hawt Guy!

Or maybe like this?

Oh, he looks like Nate in Gossip Girl! xo

So which one do you prefer? For me I'll choose that second! Isn't it kind of proud when you have a oversea boyf? Oh okay I know boyf is not a toy for showing off but maybe you could do that if you think your boyf really hawt! But the main problem you have to considerate is, Communication. I miss Nate in Gossip Girl now, xoxo.

After finish the classes, maybe you can hang around with your new friends!

The sunlight, the freshness of the air. /breathe

Trends, fashion & style, some gossips perhap for Us!

It could be enjoyable time when you spent with friends!

Don't ever think of assignments during college! It can make your life miserable. Does anyone having fun when you're talking assignments all the time? Although physiologist makes this conclusion after surveys.

"Human's most happiest moments is when they are busy." 

Screw that person who concludes this. If this is right but why there's so many people around the world die because of depression? It doesn't means that busy all the time but sometime! No offences!

Oh btw, I surfed net & I found this again.

What a good advice! 

So yeah, the major problem for entering college will be the money crisis for most people? So, be glorious if you're in college now. If the picture stated about was US Dollar 7.25, convert to Ringgit Malaysia will be around RM25/hr. So cherish the time and spent it wisely!

Oh maybe you'll meet the right person in your college or U. So this may be your wishes.

The checklists stated above, I have 65% in my mind.

So future is in our own decisions, I shouldn't spoil my college life due to my lazy-ness!
So please study well now, you'll enjoy later!

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School,

Why is form5 life need to do research so much?

I've got my EST projects, Biology, Chemistry perhaps & many many more! Ah, I hate doing research! Anyway, exam is coming. Whee :P

Twilight shines, dream comes true.

Miracle does happen! Wah, I'm so happy now. My dream comes true! Do you believe that? I went on a double eyelids surgery. I'm been influenced by Ga-In who acts in "All My Love" & she keep talk about double eyelids surgery.

Double Eyelids! ♥

Forgot what I've typed just now. But this is serious, I got my double eyelids after I woke up from my rest. God loves me. I always dreamy that I get my double eyelids after my nap & now it did! Hah, doesn't it sounds like a miracle? You can check through my profile pictures I never get a double eyelids eyes before. Well, now I have it! And it is passed 12 hours, I hope it won't get disappeared after today.

How I wish I could be like them! /greedy.

By the way, did any Starbucksaholic get a card from the baristas before this? Oh don't get it?

Starbucks-a-holic, my new word. Don't it sounds nice? I'm one of it.

Oh well,  as you can see, I finished the stamps! Oh yeah, getting 12 Starbucks coffees in 1 & a half months isn't a easy thing for me. I went to Genting Highland's, Centro's, JJ Bukit Raja's & Setia Alam's. But sadly to say, the book shelf is out of stock when I bought Starbucks coffee in Setia Alam, what an unlucky me! But anyway, I got a small Starbucks keychain from the barista which acquire you to drive thru there. Everyone, let's get it! Hah.

Chocolate cream chips, my favorite! ♥

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. How is poe going to celebrate? Me? I'm sure will stay at home & stick to my computer or homework! Perhaps I can go my couz's house celebrate her birthday too! & my Valentine's wish is;

Find A Real Man.

Who's gonna be? Nobody knows, xo.

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Knock me down? I'll crack it first.

I changed my freaking e-mail. Oh yeah. My previous yahoo email was not working and now I created one. xiying@live.com.my. Hah, I love this e-mail since I no need to type any special character like number. Current e-mail is too long and this, just my name, that's the only part I love. Was thinking to put jaeying at first but then it is kinda, weird.

Yesterday I was damn fking pissed off with a guy who speaks like a jerk.

To that typical person,
We don't really close, so please mind your words & your own business. Your words really annoy me. I tried to speak with you nicely but you make it even worse. That's fine, that's your problem. Your attitude, your words are epic fail. That's the reason why I hate people who is not educated well.

Okay, chill baby chill. Luckily I surfed net & saw a very nice phrase that could chill myself out. & every sentences in that phrase is really nice. Well, I think the most meaningful is,

一个人如果不能从内心去原谅别人，那他就永远不会心安理得。

If one's can't forgive a person with their truth heart, then he will not get the peace forever.

YES, I FORGIVE YOU. I'm not gonna kill my million cells or billion perhaps on you. I need  my cells for my growth. So I should calm myself down for my own sake.

Chill :)

I found myself not as active as last time when comes to updating the blog. Seriously, this year is tough & busy for me. Everything seems like so different. But I enjoy study! Teachers make me go crazy about school & homework and now, I love school :D

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Everything change.

My Chinese New Year is kind of boring this year. Even the fireworks just not as interesting as last year. But surprisingly, I can see stars there. Not just one, but lots! That's something I haven seen for ages! The stars just twinkle like, so breathtaking! Luckily my childhood places haven changed much and the air there still fresh.

Anyway, I not gonna talk about my celebration of New Year this time. Because there's nothing interesting to share about.

Well today is the school reopen day, our school is gonna have a small "hall" since the roof is already up! Anyway, I don't know why, I feel like it is a waste, this is just my point of view. Srsly I don't know why our principal suggested this project out. I know the sunlight is getting brighter and hotter. But we only have our assembly one in two weeks. And the teachers just have to stand for around 30 minutes for it. What for we need this? I think it is better we renovate our library. All the books, tables, chairs, computer, system, sofa.

EVERYTHING NEED TO CHANGE! 

My elementary school's library is not as cool as my primary school's. My primary school's library has air-cond, nice cushions, lot of books from all around the world, everything is computer's system. So far, this is the best library I went before.

I'm kind of emo these days. For some particular reasons. So I fell & felt it.

I dont mind, so how about you?

Wah, this is the first time I post something via iPhone. Kind of nervous actually! Hehs, my CNY celebration was awesome! Since today is the second day of CNY, I need to go to my mum's siste's house.

Okay, I start to miss my grandparents, cousins and relatives now!

I shall update later, still can't get used of using iPhone! conclusion, I hate touchscreen's phones D:

When things don't get right, go left then.

I'm gonna share about something. Hmm, How to become a good blogger. This is something I saw from a random website last time but I forgot which website it from. Anybody know please leave a message & let me know. And now, I just got a feeling of sharing them & write my opinions. I just write what I remember, sorry!

Fact #1 , You don't have to update your blog every time. Yes, everytime!

Of course you can update yourself via blog. But make sure it is really interesting for you post.

The other reason you don't have to keep update is because you should remain your freshness of your blog, let your readers be excited for your every post. But the period don't be too long, 2~3 days will do!

Fact #2 , Please don't ever post stupid stuffs.

Of course you can post your stupid stuffs. But don't too much! If you wanna to do so, please write it in your own diary because I don't think so your readers will interested with it unless they are your stalkers.

Example (1) : "I brush my teeth with X brand toothpaste"

Tell me, who is gonna interested with me? Unless the toothpaste is really expensive!

Example (2) : " I ate butter toast & drank milk "

Who never see butter toast or milk before? Tell me, I'll treat her/him.

Example (3) : "I went there and saw cats & dogs, they are so cute."

Please lah, who want to know about that? Unless you posted some pictures how unique it is.

Fact #3, Renovate your blog regularly.

Isn't this easy to understand? Which means re-design your blog regularly. Of course you can add something interesting at the side bar like your profile, wishlist, chat box or the latest hottest application like Twitter & Plurk. Any other else recommended? For Chatbox, I recommend poe to use Cbox or ShoutMix. These 2 are good applications that I know. FOC okay. 

Fact #4, Don't let your music plays in your blog!

Yes yes, you can insert music at your HTML box. Don't put it automatically play itself. Sometime it is kind of disturbing & annoying. Okay for me, my house's network is used for 3 computers/lappy. So sometime the connection flows isn't well. Then when I click into friend's blog, the music starts to play. I have to search for the pause button everytime. In short, you're the one who love the music but aren't your readers. So just writing at the lower part of the music player the list of song. If they want to hear, they'll play it themselves.

Fact #5, make your blog post interesting!

How interesting? Just add some pictures laa. If you're hanging out with your friends, post the picture you guys took during the hang out. But don't post picture that everyone would know about it. Example, picture of water. Who doesn't know what is water? Pity that poe then. Like now. I'm writing so much without pictures, don't you all think this is so boring? If you are saying not, maybe because you are interested with these. But don't just think for yourself, think for the others too!

Fact #6, don't ever think of plagiarize other people's works.
You can share what you've seen. But please credit that person who did that thing. Pity that people who create those artworks. It is tiring I know. I can understand because I once wanted to create some nice blogskin just like how other bloggers do. I also experienced this before. I never credit the owner & the result is, I got insulted by the owner's fanz & friends. I even wanted to quit blogger life because of this. So, not even a single thing you should missed out if you took something from somewhere. A small little icon or picture also have to list down their name at the side of "Court of Honor".

Fact #7, don't use the real name.
Clear? it is like, when you're talking bad about someone, clever a bit okay? Don't ever use their real name. Even your screen name also shouldn't use the real name because they may sue and bring you to the court if it is against the law. This is what I've read thru the newspaper months ago. Have you poe heard of malignity? or Slander? Or calumniate? So this is it. But my advice for you, it is better don't say something bad in the public, you may get hurt.

That's all I can remember. Hah, hope you guys did enjoy my post. SORRY FOR NO PICTURE HERE. Because it is already almost 2am & I'm so lazy to find interesting picture to post here. So sorry!