Beautiful nightmare

Time now - 3.46 a.m.

I do not have any idea why am I awake from my dream, suddenly. Now the main thing is, I rarely have nightmares. I used to forget about what I dreamt last night once I wake up from dream, even after just a few minutes. But, tonight is an exception. I can recall it so clearly. Was it because of all the little things that I am worried about? Or this actually hinting me something?

If I stay, would you?

I wish everything will turn out good, better or even at its best. But I know, He will always give things that you don't want. Set up all the challenges for you and make sure you are stronger once you walk out of the storm. So at the end of the story, the only person I can blame is I, myself.

I must say that I am an overbearing person, when comes to things that I do really care about. Though I may not speak it out as I don't wanna let others feel pressured or burden by my words. But you must know that I will feel insecure with things that I do not wish to happen.

Sweet dream, babe.

Wish I am a carefree person afterall.

At least, I won't get affected by just simple yet meaningless words.