I miss everything, do you?

2014 almost comes to the half.

Hello June of 2014.

2014 didn't treat me as good as I thought. I received too many bad news this year. I can barely hold this anymore. When was the last time I cry? It is just so close.

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I start to miss everything, the past of everything. I miss the happy moments when I was a kid, with no worries. Now? Most probably because of I never did all those things with fully hard works. I admit I was playful & slacky.



So basically everything was shiz. I don't know why did I hold on for so long. Even if I already knew that I was the one who thought IT still there. But, IT still hurts me a lil. Yes, I am living in my imaginary but will end this asap.

Nah, this suits me best.

 

 

 

 

Anyway, I am planning to go Melbourne for vacation. Advices / suggestions anyone?!

 

 

 

P/S : Writing all these just want to release my so-called-pressure (even everything was just small matters, stupid). I WILL NOT suicide like those people in the newspaper okay, I am open-minded.