Showing posts with label I always search for a thing named LOVE. Show all posts
Showing posts with label I always search for a thing named LOVE. Show all posts

Sunday, January 29, 2012

It goes boom boom boom!

Thanks for reading this again although I haven't update for almost asdfghjkl days.
 I love you, readers! \(hugs & kisses)/

Before I start all kind of shits.

Happy School Reopen for those who are still schooling 
& 
Happy College Life whoever gonna study for January intake.

You guys better study well because I MISS SCHOOL SO EFFING MUCH!

A very-ry-ry-y-y late 'greeting' from me because I don't really spent much time on computers or surfing internet ever since I start to work.

We've celebrated New Year & now it's time for Chinese New Year (gonna finish in almost 24hours)!  & I really put lot of effort in this year because it is more special due to...


My cousin got married this year! Isn't she lovely? Isn't she wonderful? ♪~

Congratulation on their marriage life. Wish they'll live forever & always.

Here's a firework video (mute) that I recorded during CNY! 
May your days go boom like the fireworks! xo

Friday, July 29, 2011

Universal donor, I'm.

Ignore my exam paper, what I looking for is just my blood test. 
Anti-A & Anti-B. Agglutination. 

Sterillised lancet is so scary. Although it is small but it is even pain than injection. Eta helped me to pricked on my fingertip. Not once but twice! And people like me, having phobia towards sharp thingy & blood really made me gone nut, pity my fingertip with two small holes now.

After 1 min..

5 mins..

10mins..

Result is out!

Thank God I'm universal donor which is same as JaeJoong. Inheritance really amazing!

Khuntoria is officially married now. Oh yeah. Notty 2pm & Amber attended their wedding.




Oh jealous till max! Oh gosh, the more I see, the more I wanna get marry, slapself. But still,

Congratulation on their marriage! ♥ Please live happily ever after like those fairy tales. 
Cr : x o x o x

Sunday, May 22, 2011

You don't know me,

Yay to myself, i deleted lot of my memories today. If you can check out what I've remain, I only remain last year's & this year's. No doubts, without any regrets. I don't wanna to left myself behind with those full of hatred & sadness posts. In short, I need to get a life.

So I left 230 posts here. Rewind back to the past & I could only see how childish & silly I am. Last time I always thought that I'm enough old to lecture people like mama & papa do. Even now I look back, I'm still childish. Oh Lord, please forgive what I've done, all the stupid & silly things.

Have you ever been to Genting Highland? And what would you do on there? I'm going there for 4 days 3 nights? Of course it is going to be very boring since I've been there for hundreds times since first time I went there. But my vacation there is just like in a big villa. There's golf, swimming pool & garden around. And I, going to do my revision. Isn't our brain love fresh air under a conducive condition? So I guess I going absorb more than here.

Relax, just another way to make myself calm.

3 days more to end of my hell. Welcome back my heavenly life.
Found something interesting here.

There's big differences when you're begging your girlf to forgive you, HAHA.
Let me make things clear, (this is serious)
You better know it.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

I'll see you in the end,

Trying to find something to blog. Since exam is approaching, I decided not to online till my papers finish. Do you think I can do it? Of course I cannot lah, how can I missed my WGM on Sundays? It's my only entertainment can?

I don't know why am I keep hiccup these days. Most of my Indian friends telling me that someone is missing me, Haha. Yeah right, JaeJoong misses me always & I knew that. Okay not JaeJoong? HongKi then. Since I have 8 boyfs. I can choose anyone I like. Of course JaeJoong is always the first, no one can ever replace him.

My inspiration reached the max yesterday. thank God! Thanks ShabbyPrincess too. I got all my inspiration when I was trying to surf my folders & I found out that I downloaded lot & lot of pictures when I was 14. Thanks to myself too. So what am I trying to say? Create & Designing rawk the max! 
I shall share it after I done em' all.

Timetable for exam is out yesterday. 3 freaking weeks suffer for exams. All the teachers said that they are going to teach in the mid of exam if we don't have any paper. Please lah teacher, who is going to concentrate unless you give us some tips for your papers, /evil laugh.

Yes I miss you so badly! I'm waiting for your tweets now!

I'm gonna talk about my dream self in the next post. (:

Thursday, May 5, 2011

If I cure this, I'm good.

Something wrong to me today. I'm having terrible flu & slightly cough now. Must be the one who sat beside me, not to mention, sent her virus to me. Oh please, say no to sickness! I'm gonna have my exam in 5 days and I don't wanna drop my grades (it's already very low now, hah!) because of this.

Since today is Thursday, tomorrow is Friday! Fun fun fun fun! Too bad Saturday we are having another replacement for the one of the holidays. Hmm, okay. Just take it easy & make it as a day which make me happier? Since I can meet my friends and talk silly & funny stuffs.

" Everyone is on their own stage. People around you are your audiences."

Love Thursday! Since there's pasar malam around my house area. And I get to meet handsome guy whenever I pass by the stall. (Y) Seriously that guy is freaking hawt, just that his height is abit, ehmm. And I love his deep dimples. I wish I could get a chance to take picture with him, but I'm not brave enough.

Surfed net, and found now. Really niceeeeee. Dear my future husband, please rent me this for my photography pictures!
Me love this. My fairytale, My dream.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Memories I kept since I leave,

I miss my old school suddenly. The fresh air, the big field, the wind blows, it makes me feel comfortable.

I still remember us classmates love to play around at the fifth floor. Fifth floor is the place we have our addition class after school. Whenever there’s an addition class, we’ll rush from third floor to fifth floor to put our bags & then rush to canteen have our lunch, talk & laugh like nobody cares. AH, the special thing is; we 22 girls & 22 boys will sit in same row, but different table & admiring those who had their own lunch box. After had our quick lunch, then rush back to fifth floor again start to fool around? I miss the old times.

Since we’re the second ‘generation’ who uses this fifth floor, so everything is functioning well. The air-cond, the chairs & tables and of course the washroom! And the funniest thing is, girl’s washroom is just beside boy’s washroom. So whenever girls want to go to washroom will always pass through boy’s. Haha, then all the guys in the washroom will start to shout “Oi! Don’t see!” “Wei, don’t be perverted can anot?” blaa blaa so on. So what? We can’t see anything also since there’s a small wall there!

I look at them, I smile.
Before the class starts, then we’ll stand at the edge of the corridor, and enjoy the wind blows! So I love fifth floor lots especially when I’m having some problems with other things. Well, I enjoy Chinese class and English class a lot. When I was twelve, I srsly don’t know what is ‘saw’ & my English teacher’s name was Miss Saw. Everyone who educated well was keep laughing at her name but I kept quiet. Till the last day I only know what it is, silly me! Since there’s 22 boys & 22 girls in class our teacher always encourage us to sit with opposite appeal so that we won’t be shy in the future? But we still sit with good friends, Heh! When Chinese addition class in library, then everyone will starts to sigh because the class is quite boring actually. But your heartbeats will stop when teacher asked you a word that looks strange for you & you never check dictionary . The fact is, everyone who sits behind me was all guys and they love to tease me lots. So, sometime it is funny, sometime it is a bad thing. I can say that my boy’s friends are more than girls. That’s why most of girls dislike me I think.

But common sense la, everyone will start to gossip about who like who, who loves who, who hate who or who dates who, HAHA. Although things we had done are silly and childish, but we love it! If can, I wish I can back to standard 6 again. Not too much but just half year enough. /greedy.

Then, I met CheeLip & KhengKoon today. 



yes, it's right. Let's go back there!


Sunday, February 20, 2011

She says, He says,

Since I chose jondaenmal languages, I think I should talk / write politely, ehmm. 

Yesterday was Saturday & I went to my old classmate but current schoolmate. Hah, everyone had a marvelous, wonderful, fantastic & great night. Had dinner in her house. Well, Shirley & I were eating non-stop while everyone was like "I'm full." "I don't want eat anymore." "I don't want anymore. Thanks!"

This is the specifically about old good friends. We dont feel shy. Haha, people like us - Shirley & I!

Fireworks spark like shining glows!
People I like. 
But sadly to say everyone went back early. But still okay, I had my heart-to-heart conversation with XinYu. We talked from South to North, Ground to Sky, Bottom to Peak! Hah, it is funny & somehow grieved moments. Well, I still like it. Reading the storybook about horoscope & Galaxy, amazing!

I went back around 11. I asked my sister who also my counselor a very simply question.

" Are you still contact with your old school friends? Good friends? "

And she told me this,

" Never. No one in the school could be your friends especially girl's school. Anyone can betrays you at anytime. By that time, you won't feel surprises but you'll wake up. "

Okay sister, I'll bear it in mind though I still can't understand about your good quote. Well, I'm not looking forward for my social rebelliousness but I wonder how is it look like.

Fight? Pain? Love?
Are you worth it? Prove it then. 

She says, It is a process you'll get into. In the end, you'll get better, stronger & fabulous. So don't try to be upset when you face it. Prove it that you are having a great life. Remember? You're unique, the only one.

Jun always say - Love is pain. No pain? No love.



Cr : Image

Saturday, February 19, 2011

College = Trends + Fashion + Style + Gossips?

My history teacher shared her experiences & happy moments in her University life ytd. I can see that she really enjoyed in her University life. And now, she makes me wanna go college badly!

This is what we usually do during our high school.

Isn't it true?!

I don't do that. Hmm, okay I did it like once or twice in month! But I have friends who do this everyday! It's kinda funny, for me. Let me talk about college life that I always dream about.

My college in my dreamland is something like this,
It's kind of Harry Potter's magic school!

And the teacher will be teaching in this style! 
HAHA, The black board really, awesome! 

And maybe, you can see some hawt guys with bff around. Like this, 
Asian Hawt Guy!
Or maybe like this?
Oh, he looks like Nate in Gossip Girl! xo
So which one do you prefer? For me I'll choose that second! Isn't it kind of proud when you have a oversea boyf? Oh okay I know boyf is not a toy for showing off but maybe you could do that if you think your boyf really hawt! But the main problem you have to considerate is, Communication. I miss Nate in Gossip Girl now, xoxo.

After finish the classes, maybe you can hang around with your new friends!
The sunlight, the freshness of the air. /breathe

Trends, fashion & style, some gossips perhap for Us!
It could be enjoyable time when you spent with friends!
Don't ever think of assignments during college! It can make your life miserable. Does anyone having fun when you're talking assignments all the time? Although physiologist makes this conclusion after surveys.

"Human's most happiest moments is when they are busy." 

Screw that person who concludes this. If this is right but why there's so many people around the world die because of depression? It doesn't means that busy all the time but sometime! No offences!

Oh btw, I surfed net & I found this again.

What a good advice! 
So yeah, the major problem for entering college will be the money crisis for most people? So, be glorious if you're in college now. If the picture stated about was US Dollar 7.25, convert to Ringgit Malaysia will be around RM25/hr. So cherish the time and spent it wisely!

Oh maybe you'll meet the right person in your college or U. So this may be your wishes.
The checklists stated above, I have 65% in my mind.
So future is in our own decisions, I shouldn't spoil my college life due to my lazy-ness!
So please study well now, you'll enjoy later!




Cr : Images

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Twilight shines, dream comes true.

Miracle does happen! Wah, I'm so happy now. My dream comes true! Do you believe that? I went on a double eyelids surgery. I'm been influenced by Ga-In who acts in "All My Love" & she keep talk about double eyelids surgery.

Double Eyelids! ♥

Forgot what I've typed just now. But this is serious, I got my double eyelids after I woke up from my rest. God loves me. I always dreamy that I get my double eyelids after my nap & now it did! Hah, doesn't it sounds like a miracle? You can check through my profile pictures I never get a double eyelids eyes before. Well, now I have it! And it is passed 12 hours, I hope it won't get disappeared after today.

How I wish I could be like them! /greedy.

By the way, did any Starbucksaholic get a card from the baristas before this? Oh don't get it?

Starbucks-a-holic, my new word. Don't it sounds nice? I'm one of it.


Oh well,  as you can see, I finished the stamps! Oh yeah, getting 12 Starbucks coffees in 1 & a half months isn't a easy thing for me. I went to Genting Highland's, Centro's, JJ Bukit Raja's & Setia Alam's. But sadly to say, the book shelf is out of stock when I bought Starbucks coffee in Setia Alam, what an unlucky me! But anyway, I got a small Starbucks keychain from the barista which acquire you to drive thru there. Everyone, let's get it! Hah.

Chocolate cream chips, my favorite! ♥

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. How is poe going to celebrate? Me? I'm sure will stay at home & stick to my computer or homework! Perhaps I can go my couz's house celebrate her birthday too! & my Valentine's wish is;

Find A Real Man.
Who's gonna be? Nobody knows, xo.
Cr : Image

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

How many times I've told myself, not to think about you again

Maybe I'm a bit emotional today, I check through your Facebook, your friends' Facebook & even your girlfriend's Facebook. Yeah compared to her, she is prettier & more talented than me. Okay, this is not the first time I check through these. But everytime I check, it hurts me lightly. Can't we have a good conversation?

Cause baby you're a firework.
Come on show 'em what your worth

I skipped my school. Yes, it's true. I skipped my school for 2 days. Thought that I could get myself a fully attendance since this is the last year in this school. Sadly to say, I failed! Since tomorrow is Thaipusam, so tomorrow is a holiday! So I gonna have 3 days off, how nice. Anyway,


Happy Thaipusam to all the Hindus friends!
Hope you guys do enjoy while celebrating this event. Tell me interesting parts!


Oh, my sickness hasn't recover yet, FML. How many days I gonna suffer again? I know this is the punishment from God. Oh God, please forgive me for what I've done. I'll change my bad habits & attitudes. And I'll start to do kinds for the rest of life without looking for the repays.

Tomorrow I'll be a bad girl, a bad child. Just like what Miss A sang,

You don't know me, so shut up boy poe!
Cr : Miss A - Good Girl Bad Girl


Cr : Banner 

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

I hate today, really.

Today is kind of worse. I can't believe myself woke up late in the morning. And of course, I'm late for school for about 15 mins. Today, 12 Jan is my first time I late for school in my high school life. Yes I’m serious, I never late for school before except today! Isn't my alarm working or what? Or maybe I was too tired? Every Tuesday is a nightmare for me. I need to stay in school for 10 hours then go tuition for another 6 hours. I spent almost 2/3 of my day just to study! Oh god, how I wish there will be 48 hours in Tuesday! 

I’m such a busy person just like the CEO in a company. I’m totally stressed out. 4 more notice boards waiting for me, presentation as my oral test,  builds up a model of a roller coaster, write synopsis for a story every twice in a month & so on. I’m a human, not a robot. Please think whether I can do it or not but not just picking me because I know how to. I lost my inspiration and interests for arts & I hate arts since that day I quit learning arts. Why are you guys pulling me back to the world again?

I finally understand why is our Prime Minister thinks that “1 Malaysia” is so important these days. I can see the true color of this world now. Wow, I never regret for sitting bus home, I should be glad. Okay today, bus is kind of crowd since it is the time for the schools’ activities end and private schools’ students finish their studies. I wonder, do the private schools teach “1 Malaysia” concept? I’m home just for a while. And just now there was quite lot of primary kids sitting bus home. Yes, the bus is really crowded. And I heard one of the students from private school is saying “omg, they are so smelly. I hate this smell. That’s why I don’t like ___.” I shouldn’t name the race relation. Yea, just because of this kind of people, this world has so much racist problems. Aren’t people who enters private school should be more polite and courteous? So what can I say? They spoil their image and their school image too. And I think these people really can send them to Sekolah Wawasan so they know how to respect other people :)

Okay let’s have an imagination now. Let’s think, you have a friend, who is so close with you. She/He did quite lot things for you that really helped you a lot especially you’re in trouble. But your mind thinks that “Yes, they should do this because she/he is my friend, of course she/he has to help me lah. If not I will hate her/him to the core!” Then you’re so wrong! Your friend isn’t your maid okay? Why should they do these things for you? Aren’t they having their own things to do? Why do they help you so much? There’s only two reasons.
One, they love you and they care for you. Of course the love is not only lovers. It can be friendship or family! Second, they hated you so much and trying to make your life worse.
But most of the reason is ONE. And now you are just like a kid who thinks that it is their “responsibility” to do all these things for you. What if they did not help you or failed to help you when you’re in trouble? Then you two have to be enemy? Just because of a small tiny thing then relationship go worse. In the end, who will care about the good and care? So, be thankful every time. If not, what for the thanksgiving session exists? I really hope everyone will care about the people around you.


Where's the peace? Smiles?

Okay, my storytelling ends here. There will be more and more complains in my blog. Soon, it will be a site for me to release my stress, Hah. So I must change, I need to think positively start from now. Life isn’t that hard right? There are always ups and downs in our life. So enjoy every moments you have. In the later age, it will be your sweet memories ever. JUST LIKE ME, I’m not that old but I miss my primary school life.


Credit : Banner

Saturday, January 1, 2011

It Could Be Marvelous Year,


It's has been a long time I wake up this early. Hah.


Yesterday watched MBC Gayo DaeJun and KBS Drama Award at once. It is quite tiring actually because I watch KBS is because of JYJ and watch MBC is because of quite a number of my favorite artists. Anyway, congrates to beloved Micky YooChun got the Best Rookie Artist &a Netizen Award! Aww, YooChun! Your hardwork finally awarded!. Countdown with MBC too, which is MST 11p.m.

Oh not to forget,
Happy New Year my friends & families!
We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called "Opportunity" and its first chapter is New Year's Day. For last year's words belong to last year's language and next year's words await another voice. And to make an end is to make a beginning.

So today is the first day of 2o11. I better get all the "opportunities" so that I have no regret on 2o11. Especially it is a SPM year for me, a final year for my secondary school! I haven get myself buy the school bag, Lol. I told my mum about this and she put the blame on me, what is this?

Okay since two more days to school reopen, I gonna get myself head to finish up my pretty cool A.Maths. (: