A wish you wished for,

You know what matters the most to me? Trust. Because I do trust people easily, so please do not take it for granted.

A reminder to self,

No matter how others treat you. Just be kind and have courage.

Still long way to change my way of thinking.

I know I am being emotional these days. If you ever ask me what happened, I can barely tell you the exact answer. Just FYI, even elders do get mood swings sometime.

I've always been long for fairytales. That's why I've been always living in my fantasy. Though reality wakes me up all the time. Yes, I know this is the modern fairy tales, which makes no happy ending. But, I still insist.

I believe in faith.

The feeling of being protected, cared. 

♥

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Even though it will not be the same

Study Week is here! Which means I have only about one week left to study, geez. I am a halfway to finish my freshman year! To be honest,  this is just starting but already driving me crazy, with unlimited and unstoppable project & paperwork, and this is only sem 1!!! Imagine I have to continue to for 4 years? Probably I will almost look like a panda or even worse, zombie?

6 days to Christmas ; 13 days to Year 2015!

This year objective was not achieved. Wanted to go Melbourne during the Hari Raya Adilfitri holidays but everything was screwed. Missed out the chance to go oversea this year, tears. I want to go somewhere far far away, don't have to be oversea. Just some random places will do.

 **To see the differences, culture and to make my vision clearer.**

Somebody, please!

Waiting for miracle.

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You know I love it,

I made some changes in my layout, again.

Don't ya think I'm being erratic, most of the time? Too bad, I love something new so that I won't feel bored. This is my bad habit, i swear i'll change, maybe?

Sister is back from BALI. & she is totally into the island and wish she could go back there if she has the chance to. Guess what she bought for me as a souvenir? A Tee of Bali & neck cushion with rabbit on it. No photos here but maybe it will be useful when I'm going to Sabah, end of this month!

A picture that I steal from my sister! HAHAHA

Don't cha think it looks more to Tsunami? LOL

17 days to my Sabah trip, excited!

But, after Sabah trip I have to struggling with my books for the trial, crys.

Lastly, I've to say,

Happy Birthday to my sistah, @YeeTeng_B2ST! :)

She is so excited in Twitter & @wanningtvxq spammed my TL like siao ding dong.

"WTFBBQ." <-His favourite word.

Let's give each other sometime.

It has been a long time since my last post. I don't know why I've lost interest in internet. Of course included blogging, twitter & facebook. So, what happened to me? /shrugged.

I'm more into dramas or TV shows. So my daily activity current is school, drama, homework and bed time story. I've the habit of reading story book before sleep time now, funny me. Recently I'm reading "Madison Finn". That was my sister's form 3's birthday present but my mum found it under the bookcase. It's about a girl who is going to deal with 7th grade, new friends & boy.

This is it.  Cool cover with cute graphics.

I should officially announced that today is 22nd of April. Okay everyone knows that.

Dear EST ah kor, 

Happy 17th Birthday! Best wishes to my best ah kor. Please don't ever boom me again!  Have a blast & quickly find a girlf. Hehs

You have no idea what am I thinking.

Please don't go away, I need you,

Holidays passed one week, very sad can? I'm still in my holidays mood, although it is already Wednesday now. Examination results give me a headache. Whenever I think about it, I'll start shouting for having the careless mistakes.

I should happy for this week. Though there's a cross country around the corner, but I'm not gonna to participate in. I'm not that type of person who can run for 5km then come back like nothing happen then sit there start to gossip. So I'll be in my photography thingy, selling ice-cream too! ♥ Having an ice-cream under the hot sun is really impeccable! But I still prefer for popsicle.

Love popsicle to the core! Muax ♥

Well, imma be in Genting this week to watch my idol-stars. Here comes my ideal 8th boyf, Andy!

His killing smile. Superb jealous his double eyelid okay?

I'm going to meet him this Saturday right after my cross country! Whee ♥ Opps addition, Andy is the middle ones.

Today the SPM result just came out. I see most of the science1 & 2 got good results. Oh I think I need to put more effort on my study now since my first standardize exam not going well. /jealous 

Memories I kept since I leave,

I miss my old school suddenly. The fresh air, the big field, the wind blows, it makes me feel comfortable.

I still remember us classmates love to play around at the fifth floor. Fifth floor is the place we have our addition class after school. Whenever there’s an addition class, we’ll rush from third floor to fifth floor to put our bags & then rush to canteen have our lunch, talk & laugh like nobody cares. AH, the special thing is; we 22 girls & 22 boys will sit in same row, but different table & admiring those who had their own lunch box. After had our quick lunch, then rush back to fifth floor again start to fool around? I miss the old times.

Since we’re the second ‘generation’ who uses this fifth floor, so everything is functioning well. The air-cond, the chairs & tables and of course the washroom! And the funniest thing is, girl’s washroom is just beside boy’s washroom. So whenever girls want to go to washroom will always pass through boy’s. Haha, then all the guys in the washroom will start to shout “Oi! Don’t see!” “Wei, don’t be perverted can anot?” blaa blaa so on. So what? We can’t see anything also since there’s a small wall there!

I look at them, I smile.

Before the class starts, then we’ll stand at the edge of the corridor, and enjoy the wind blows! So I love fifth floor lots especially when I’m having some problems with other things. Well, I enjoy Chinese class and English class a lot. When I was twelve, I srsly don’t know what is ‘saw’ & my English teacher’s name was Miss Saw. Everyone who educated well was keep laughing at her name but I kept quiet. Till the last day I only know what it is, silly me! Since there’s 22 boys & 22 girls in class our teacher always encourage us to sit with opposite appeal so that we won’t be shy in the future? But we still sit with good friends, Heh! When Chinese addition class in library, then everyone will starts to sigh because the class is quite boring actually. But your heartbeats will stop when teacher asked you a word that looks strange for you & you never check dictionary . The fact is, everyone who sits behind me was all guys and they love to tease me lots. So, sometime it is funny, sometime it is a bad thing. I can say that my boy’s friends are more than girls. That’s why most of girls dislike me I think.

But common sense la, everyone will start to gossip about who like who, who loves who, who hate who or who dates who, HAHA. Although things we had done are silly and childish, but we love it! If can, I wish I can back to standard 6 again. Not too much but just half year enough. /greedy.

Then, I met CheeLip & KhengKoon today. 

yes, it's right. Let's go back there!

College = Trends + Fashion + Style + Gossips?

My history teacher shared her experiences & happy moments in her University life ytd. I can see that she really enjoyed in her University life. And now, she makes me wanna go college badly!

This is what we usually do during our high school.

Isn't it true?!

I don't do that. Hmm, okay I did it like once or twice in month! But I have friends who do this everyday! It's kinda funny, for me. Let me talk about college life that I always dream about.

My college in my dreamland is something like this,

It's kind of Harry Potter's magic school!

And the teacher will be teaching in this style! 

HAHA, The black board really, awesome! 

And maybe, you can see some hawt guys with bff around. Like this, 

Asian Hawt Guy!

Or maybe like this?

Oh, he looks like Nate in Gossip Girl! xo

So which one do you prefer? For me I'll choose that second! Isn't it kind of proud when you have a oversea boyf? Oh okay I know boyf is not a toy for showing off but maybe you could do that if you think your boyf really hawt! But the main problem you have to considerate is, Communication. I miss Nate in Gossip Girl now, xoxo.

After finish the classes, maybe you can hang around with your new friends!

The sunlight, the freshness of the air. /breathe

Trends, fashion & style, some gossips perhap for Us!

It could be enjoyable time when you spent with friends!

Don't ever think of assignments during college! It can make your life miserable. Does anyone having fun when you're talking assignments all the time? Although physiologist makes this conclusion after surveys.

"Human's most happiest moments is when they are busy." 

Screw that person who concludes this. If this is right but why there's so many people around the world die because of depression? It doesn't means that busy all the time but sometime! No offences!

Oh btw, I surfed net & I found this again.

What a good advice! 

So yeah, the major problem for entering college will be the money crisis for most people? So, be glorious if you're in college now. If the picture stated about was US Dollar 7.25, convert to Ringgit Malaysia will be around RM25/hr. So cherish the time and spent it wisely!

Oh maybe you'll meet the right person in your college or U. So this may be your wishes.

The checklists stated above, I have 65% in my mind.

So future is in our own decisions, I shouldn't spoil my college life due to my lazy-ness!
So please study well now, you'll enjoy later!

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Twilight shines, dream comes true.

Miracle does happen! Wah, I'm so happy now. My dream comes true! Do you believe that? I went on a double eyelids surgery. I'm been influenced by Ga-In who acts in "All My Love" & she keep talk about double eyelids surgery.

Double Eyelids! ♥

Forgot what I've typed just now. But this is serious, I got my double eyelids after I woke up from my rest. God loves me. I always dreamy that I get my double eyelids after my nap & now it did! Hah, doesn't it sounds like a miracle? You can check through my profile pictures I never get a double eyelids eyes before. Well, now I have it! And it is passed 12 hours, I hope it won't get disappeared after today.

How I wish I could be like them! /greedy.

By the way, did any Starbucksaholic get a card from the baristas before this? Oh don't get it?

Starbucks-a-holic, my new word. Don't it sounds nice? I'm one of it.

Oh well,  as you can see, I finished the stamps! Oh yeah, getting 12 Starbucks coffees in 1 & a half months isn't a easy thing for me. I went to Genting Highland's, Centro's, JJ Bukit Raja's & Setia Alam's. But sadly to say, the book shelf is out of stock when I bought Starbucks coffee in Setia Alam, what an unlucky me! But anyway, I got a small Starbucks keychain from the barista which acquire you to drive thru there. Everyone, let's get it! Hah.

Chocolate cream chips, my favorite! ♥

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. How is poe going to celebrate? Me? I'm sure will stay at home & stick to my computer or homework! Perhaps I can go my couz's house celebrate her birthday too! & my Valentine's wish is;

Find A Real Man.

Who's gonna be? Nobody knows, xo.

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How I wish, there's the chance for me.

Though I shouldn't blog at this time because I have lot of works waiting for me now! But still, I can't stop myself. Yesterday I went to Chemistry tuition class at night & Miss Linda was talking about iPhone for almost half an hour! Nice ones teacher, I first time see that you can talk nonsense during your class too, Hah.

Miss Linda said :

" If there's sometime make you addicted to it or out of control. Please delete it out of your life so that it will not getting too serious like drugs. "

Okay sorry I can't do this. I already been a Cassiopeia for 5 years! I can't stop myself being this unfaithful, Hah. My mum I threw almost thousand on all these things. Since she never stop me, I should continue it then, Heh.  She even know which artists I love. Especially TVXQ & JYJ. Hah, this is one of the thing I kinda of myself for having this understanding mummy. Thank you, mum :)

Anyway, this is not the important thing today. Today is 26 Jan, babe!


Happy Birthday to my beloved KimJaeJoong.
And Happy Birthday to all the Cassiopeia too! Our husband is officially 26 now.
2 more years he is gonna to enter army? Aww, I gonna miss him.

Okay this is him! What a lovely 'daddy'

I feel sincere. But busy-ness make me life worse. So I shall off to my works now, cyas poe! CNY is coming. For the next post, it is gonna be.. please look forward toward it :D

It Could Be Marvelous Year,

It's has been a long time I wake up this early. Hah.

Yesterday watched MBC Gayo DaeJun and KBS Drama Award at once. It is quite tiring actually because I watch KBS is because of JYJ and watch MBC is because of quite a number of my favorite artists. Anyway, congrates to beloved Micky YooChun got the Best Rookie Artist &a Netizen Award! Aww, YooChun! Your hardwork finally awarded!. Countdown with MBC too, which is MST 11p.m.

Oh not to forget,

Happy New Year my friends & families!
We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called "Opportunity" and its first chapter is New Year's Day. For last year's words belong to last year's language and next year's words await another voice. And to make an end is to make a beginning.

So today is the first day of 2o11. I better get all the "opportunities" so that I have no regret on 2o11. Especially it is a SPM year for me, a final year for my secondary school! I haven get myself buy the school bag, Lol. I told my mum about this and she put the blame on me, what is this?

Okay since two more days to school reopen, I gonna get myself head to finish up my pretty cool A.Maths. (:

7 years, it is not easy!

Phew, lucky managed to post something before 12am :)

26' Dec, another day that I love.

Well, today is DBSK's 7th years! Aww, after gone through all these hard and tough, luckily they are still here. Although now DBSK is not 5 members but 2. But, as time as time goes by, DBSK sure will goes back to 5 members. I believe :)

And JaeJoong tweeted this in Twitter, I really touched.

As you do so. Our faith will be stronger.

Thank you JaeJoong! You really heard us. Really thank you! Yesterday was surfing net and saw these pictures.

Creation of Cassiopeia. It is really nice :)

Red Ocean. Aww, I hope this also appear in Malaysia! 

Cassiopeia Star! 5 in 1 :)

DBSK is going to have comeback next year January! Can't wait for it :D

And so, YES. I love DBSK forever!

Chritmas on 2o1o ;

Today, what a big great day!






From home to home, and heart to heart, from one place to another. The warmth and joy of Christmas brings us closer to each other. Merry Christmas Everyone!
Christmas waves a magic wand over this world, and behold, everything is softer and more beautiful.

Anyway, I'm going out later with my family. Yes, we are going to have our breakfast in SS2/PJ! We're not celebrating Christmas but we're going to have our family day. A day that I'm looking forward :)
I should be happy for today. But just, I had my first nightmare over this year. Can't believe myself that I could have this kind of thing happen on the Christmas midnight. What a blast! Maybe something gone bad? Aww, I hope everything goes well, please. God Bless.

My Christmas wishes :
Love, Peace and Joy came down on earth on Christmas day to make you happy and cheerful. May Christmas spread cheer in your lives! And everyone is in good condition :)

Gonna prepare for school reopen thingy. Heh, my new bag.  ♥




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Solstices Day!

I know lot of my friends started to set private for their own blog. In case, just wanna tell you. Tell me first before you wanna set private lah, what for you set private but then you never tell your affiliates right? It annoyed me whenever I saw that, Lol

Oh yeah,




Happy Winter Solstice Everyone!
I miss TangYuan now! But I eat porridge instead of eating TangYuan!

So, TangYuan represent your age. Since I'm 16, I should eat 16 of it! But I want more if it is peanut flavor!






Ouch, I miss my grandma and grandpa now. Hope they are in best of best condition. God Bless :)
How I wish my dream could come true. Then no one will be suffering, no one.


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