Confession, ♥

The splendid outing & Happy New Year!

2011-12-31T18:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday... I'M OUT OF OTAKU LIFE.

Seriously I didn't know this is gonna be real since not everyone really cares about it. And the day before I got my text from pfx & only knew that everyone gave their answers.

Yesterday night we all meet in 88 BBQ steamboat in BBK and coincidentally we met some schoolmates who are having farewell party for their friends for NS. Hmm, can I say this BBQ is also called as farewell party since two of them going to NS? *crys*

Ignore all the chao da food kay. We are not great cookers!

Sorry to African people, I know we shouldn't waste food BUT

researchers say eat chao da food will get cancer :(

Meet SeowWern at the left & FongXi at the right!

Before that we were actually talking about our plannings since 2012 IS COMING! I think, deciding what to study / enter which college or university / what to work as part time are much harder than SPM. These thoughts sometime making me headache like asdfghjkl. So still, high school life still the best!

Talking peacefully at first... Then...

Became like this. HAHA this is real funny! With Amy & AiYin's expression! Funny max!

(But actually AiYin is trying to direct the vapour smoke to the opposite..)

After fulfill our stomach with lotsa food, it's finally Ice Cream time! <3 To tell the truth we made kinda lot of cha da food. *Sorry to Africans again*

My 'artworks'. I really rolling it real hard to get this round round shape kae!

Aww, I start to miss that chocolate ice cream again :(

When it almost comes to the end, Pfx's brother came & we joined them for a night movie later then! We reached Jusco almost 10pm but the movie starts around 11pm.. Take a walk to Popular Book Shop but in the end kena kicked out since it's their closing time. D:

So in the end we sit at the corner in the cinema & really awkward moment since everyone is standing & we're sitting on the floor.

Watched The Darkest Hour until 1am. I really think that the title for this movie is NOT SUITABLE AT ALL! It is not only Hour but DAYS. Pity the handsome John whom I think he's the main character but in the end he's dead, aww.

The minor thing, I miss ~~Miss Tan~~ Mdm Yong (new appellation!) again whenever I step into this 88 BBQ Steamboat. I bet she must be very happy now! God Bless! You can read about the outing here

Anyway, it's already 31 Dec 2011!

Happy New Year in advanced!

because I know I won't be typing a new year post!

...

For those who are being lucky picked by government to participate in National Service,
Please enjoy yourself to the max & have fun there!

Trip to Singapore!

2011-12-23T19:13:00.000+08:00

Just got back from Wonderland, I mean Singapore not long ago. And now I'm rushing to finish this blog post because there's more & more events coming soon!

Thought I'll go there by flight but in the end mum decided to go there by own car since time is more flexible. By the time I reach Singapore,

It is already midnight 3 o'clock!

Aunt Julia brought us to somewhere nearby for supper. I guess my whole journey in Singapore is mostly about meals because i eat 5 meals a day, wtf!

I'll skip those unimportant part then. The first 2 days I went to shopping in Orchard & Bugis Street. You can buy lot of cheap stuffs in Bugis Street & the quality is very good too!

This is the inner look of Bugis Street.

Here goes some of good stuffs I bought.

I believe love in first sight! I straight buy it after I saw this! *$40*

This is supposed to be a dress but I'll take it as a top. *$12*

Mum says the graphic is cute so straight buy it with $12.60

What I really love about Bugis is there's a shop that I really love which is Ritz Apple Strudel. You only can find this shop in no other places but only Singapore!

You must really try out the strudels there. You'll love it at first bite, so true!

It's so crispy & you'll feel fireworks shooting around you!

The third day, USS - Universal Studios, Singapore!

As you can see. Everyone despo for taking pictures. Included me (T_T)

Here we are in Hollywood street, left 2 are my cousins! The role player is real okay!

This is Madagascar world! (This is what I stole from sister's folder but I didn't meet them)

The Far Far Away! Welcome to Shrek's castle!

Too bad I went for Enchanted Airways while Shrek & Fiona were out.

Shrek 4D Adventure was so awesome since you can hear & FEEL IT REAL.

And I skip The Lost Word & comes to Ancient Egypt. The best part in this is,

YOU'LL PLUNGE INTO TOTAL DARKNESS ON THIS INDOOR ROLLER COASTER!

& seriously the atmosphere around & the mummies scare die me, it is so creepy!

After indoor roller coaster, HERE COMES THE BEST PART IN USS - Sci-Fi City <3

The speed of roller coaster is 82.8km/h WITHOUT STOPPING WHILE YOU'RE DROPPING!

Blue tracks will be more scary because you're going to have a cobra roll babe!

& both corkscrews are like having battle since both will starts at the same time! (it's different section)

Here's new section! The Transformers' Ride! But too bad I missed it since we've to wait 2 hours for the 3D show. & now I regret for missed it out!

After that should be New York City & I took a picture with a lady! She's so tall & pretty & I admire her so much. You can say I'm jealous of her too. But it's in my cousin's camera, too bad. (T_T)

My dinner for that day. Kimchi Noodles & Spicy Rice Cake! :D

Mum was scolding me for having just MAGGIE MEE. (-_-)

I'll finish here. Thanks Aunt Julia & Uncle Patrick for bringing us around the Singapore! & not to forget Aunt Oliva for letting us to stay in her house. Sorry to say we've made a mess in your house :P (Now Aunt Oliva & her family are in New Zealand!)

Lastly, say hello to my new baby. O.D.M 0 degree which costs me only $99! <3

Crs : x o

オタク女... you know?

2011-12-09T08:30:00.000+08:00

Nowadays, I'm オタク女 now.

Don't know オタク女? How about Otaku then?

of course this is not me, i don't have front fringe okay.

Conclusion,

I'm SO LIFELESS NOW.

Yes I don't have any plan for now. Thought I might chilling outside everyday or other places, but none of it. But still, it could be beneficial while staying at home since I'm lazy person & most important is,

I NEED TO BALANCE MY SKIN TONE.

It is getting worse ever since I joined marching competition & starts to take bus every schooling day. As stated I'm lazy, I never apply any whitening cream or skin products that contain SPF ^15. Sigh, why I so lazy?

Everytime when I signed into Facebook I'll see something like "Oh I just got my job!" "Movie marathon" "Chilling at XX place" "Going XX with YY" Ugh, I'm so jealous with those who has things to do.

Minor thing to say,

As you can see I've changed my layout, ONCE AGAIN! It's GirlGeneration's How Great is Your Love for the auto play & T-ara's Cry Cry for the manual play. Both are my favorite song currently & I'm sharing it to everyone!

I'm sorry to those who doesn't like autoplay music on my blog. You have no choice but just listening to it. I'm forcing you guys to love Girl's Generation anyway. /evil

Okay, I need to continue my otaku life again. Will post up more since it's a HOLIDAY! *yayness*

Gorgeous & Fabulous (Part II)

2011-11-30T22:09:00.001+08:00

Finally now it is the,

STARTING OF DECEMBER!

You know I just can't stop myself for spreading my happiness to the nation. After delaying so long, I finally came up with this Gorgeous & Fabulous (Part II). You can simply see Part I at here.

Since it's first December, people outta are cheering & party for closing ceremony of SPM. But, I still got one paper left though... It's okay, just take it easy! Still,

OH YEAH, IT'S PARTY TIME!

Do remember bring me goodies if you going somewhere like overseas or other local state.

Hint : I prefer food rather than a souvenir.

High school life just ended like this, in a blink of eyes.

it should be 5 years instead of 4. I experienced all.

I, from an ordinary high school girl enter prefectorial board blankly without any thoughts, ignore what others say like "Why are you giving yourself such a hard time?" "Prefects can just stfu." and so on. But ,

IT IS NOT AS TOUGH AS WHAT YOU THINK, YET AS EASY AS WHAT YOU THOUGHT.

I'm not talking crap. it's the truth.

Since I came from SRJK primary school, everything in the secondary school (plus it's a girl's school!) are O-D-D for me. I don't really talk to other races BUT I'm not being racist! I just can't adapt it -_-

Now, high school has done.

Best thing about high school? - I've learned so much throughout this 5 years.

Pieces of memories ;

GOODBYE HIGH SCHOOL, will miss you lot! xo

Rome's empire

2011-11-17T23:31:00.001+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT? I'm gonna blog about,

ROME, ITALY!

I went through obstacles before putting this up because I need to get permission from my sister, Stephanie who just went there last month. So basically I'm helping her spreading her happiness.

Here come the first,

Arch of Constantine

Guess what's the building at the side?

& I bet everyone knows this,

Colosseum

Inner & Outer of Colosseum. It makes a big difference since inner side like total abundant.
Colosseum is one of the symbol of Rome, it is the largest amphitheater during Roman Vampire.

Colosseum & Arch of Constantine just very very near which you can see from the image below,

It's near right? One street kills two buildings.

Trevi Fountain

Rome has numerous of fountains, but this is one of the famous fountain in the world

Can you see that there's people around? Do you believe this? According to the tour guide, whoever come to this place will come back in 10 years. Still, it's breathtaking isn't?

St Peter's Basilica

It's also known as "Home of The Roman Catholic Church" which is first christian church!
All the statues above are those Horoscope thingy, go find yourself kay.

Pantheon

I think it is the most beautiful & stunning building. What do you think?

That's all I have. I might blog about Venice or other places in Italy if I'm allowed again, TeeHee.

SPM happenings

2011-11-16T16:43:00.001+08:00

It's over... & it will never comes back again, never.

SAY BYE BYE TO HISTORY!

But actually I kinda miss that subject now. Am I insane?

It's already the third day of the SPM but I feel like I'm having dehydration, can die. Can you feel it? I'm already half zombie.

I bet this year's SPM is the best ever, funniest topics ever but still have its difficulties.

According this one of my friend,
Cepumas : A large prize of money that has accumulated until won. In other word, jackpot.
Okay thanks to Minister of Education. I'll say "CEPUMAS!" instead of "JACKPOT!" next time.

So what's next?

You wanna have a open burning party & burn the book (History book especially)?

Please don't hesitate to do it if you wanna die faster.

Actually, I wanted to blog something about the continue part of this post, Gorgeous & Fabulous I but end up I'm talking about something which is passed not long ago....

One day I met two hawt girl nearby, who wear formally on top, but sadly they both wear casually for their shoes, so-not-smexy.

I mean I really wanna thanks them for accompany from early morning till evening which is about, freaking 12 hours?! It's weird that everyone was looking at us because we three were having make up and that formal dress on at improper place. I guess their mind was setting like "Why the hell this 3 girls are here?"

Crs : x

My mistake

2011-11-08T02:35:00.000+08:00

I guess everyone just too concentrate on my previous post's pictures & never realized that there's actually typing error in my previous post which is,

Enlarge that picture. Don't you realize I actually typed Dec instead of Oct?

Don't try to scroll down & see, because I'll never repeat my mistake twice.

A word for you.

BLEH.

This shouldn't be the main part.

SPM IS JUST IN 4 DAYS.

It's actually a Y-A-Y for me since i actually planned quite a lot of things to do after that. But, I still gonna keep myself alone since my hair's length is really pissed me off now. Hair oh Hair, please grow longer okay?
The worst thing for now, I haven start my revision yet.

So I guess, it's time.... to make over my mind.... which is....

START STUDY NOW!

Good luck to all the SPM candidates! Fighting!

Gorgeous & Fabulous (Part I)

2011-10-19T20:57:00.000+08:00

I think, it has been ages since I'm here. So sorry, was busy over personal stuffs & etc.

Of course there's lot of stuffs I want to share to everyone, but time is the only obstacle. I can't really online for too long since now just left about 25 days to my final exam in high school year life which really mean to me a lot!

Story starts here. Graduation Day was on 15 'Oct.

No doubt, we were pretty excited for this BIG day!

Obviously it was a formal graduation. The theme should be traditional clothes & because of that I bought that Baju Kurung that seriously caught my eyes. It's a baby pink (my favorite ♥) traditional clothes!

Having brunch with my girls. Well, I wasn't there but my food...

We seem addicted to my camera function with 5 shots going on.

One last photo before ceremony is going to start.

Seriously that day was really in rush, we were jubah for a while then get back for a change so that the next class can get their jubah on and get their certificates. But luckily, I manage to take a picture before pass it on to the next person, selfish me.

With make up on. Kinda excited going up to stage & receive the honor of ,

"CONGRADUATION! YOU'RE GRADUATED, but not officially"

You can barely see myself with make up kae?

Personally love this picture so damn fking much. Special thanks to bff ♥.

Yes I changed my clothes during the closing ceremony or whatever. Don't ask me why. There's some stupid reason cause this dress like everyone's wearing it. Yeah, I had my mini fashion show that day. Okay I know this is so and like wtf & I think I should go fk off now.

Before going back home. Toodles babe.

For more photos about my graduation, please take a look HERE.

Oh btw, GIRL'S GENERATION got the comeback today! Have you heard of it?

Girl's Generation - The Boys.

Girl's Generation makes 'em feel the heat.

Girl's bring the boys out!

Pocky poke, have you?

2011-09-24T14:34:00.001+08:00

Are you feeling down & stress? Do you crave for sugar?

Do you know that, eating sweet things like ice-cream & lollipop can makes you goes happy like marry-go-round? CHOCOLATES especially!

"Serotonin, which is a brain chemical that contributes your happiness. Eating sugar may increase the absorption of an amino acid called tryptophan, which your body uses to make serotonin, so it's possible that eating something sweet may make you feel happy and avoiding sweets may make you feel crabby. "

Recently sister bought whole series of glico from Japanese Food Fair (Guess so?).

Wouldn't you love it when you saw all the chocolates around? (≧▽≦)/

What make me go crazy is the Pocky Chocolate "Cookie Crush"!

Trial exam is still going on, 2 more days to go. During this 3 weeks of examination, I have sleepless nights. Even my eyesbag start to be friend with my eyes. /sad die me

People who burns midnight oil like me, of course will get sleepy & wanna give up easily. But with pocky chocolates, I'm always awake! Maybe it is because of the chocolates which make me happy & go hyper I guess? Or it's because I'm over obsessed with chocolates? My personal view.

The chocolates just burst like having volcano once you taste it

& you know you can't stop yourself eating it!

So now, it is time for you to taste it!

Everyone wants what they can't have. But not everyone goes after it.

You wouldn't want to the "everyone" right? Be the "not everyone"!

Wants to know more about glico products? You can have a look at here!

Crs : x o o

New & Better changes?

2011-09-22T18:47:00.002+08:00

What's up now? The latest change in Facebook?

With the latest & fastest growing news station, Updates Time Ticker.

You see, I can see everyone's likes & comments from now on. So if I gonna on my Facebook 24/7 hours, I guess I can see what's everyone doing without asking them directly, how cool!

Sorry friends, I wasn't mean to stalk you guys but Facebook wants me to. This new update system even grow in one of the Hot Trending Topic in worldwide for the past 48 hours.

Even BLOGGER.COM, had some changes too!

Dear Bloggers or Readers,

Now is the new feature with LightBox, a new way to interact with the pictures. Once an image is opened in the lightbox view, any other images from the same post will now appear as thumbnails along the bottom, which can be easily browsed by clicking the arrow keys on the left or right side of the lightbox.

Do you wanna try? Simply click the image below & light box will show up!

P/S : It only works for the pictures uploaded from Blogger but not your code images from other websites.

But still,

Cool yeah?! New tab won't opened anymore with the pictures uploaded. (Y)

I go back to 2009 sometime,

2011-09-10T02:10:00.000+08:00

Can you recognize the title I've typed? Taylor Swift "goes back to Decemeber all the time" & I go back to 2009 sometime. Okay not funny.

Google & Blogger are real amazing.

Why do I say so? Because they still keep all the photos that I've upload via Picasa Web Album. Let me share some oldies pictures with you guys that I've found. Remember do hold your laughter!

I said, Hold Your Laughter.

Shot #1 Class Party, 2009

Shot #2 One day "trip" in Genting, 2009

Shot #3 Cupcakes making in Bianca's house, 2009

Shot #4 Teacher's Day, 2009

Shot #5 GG Carnival, 2009

Shot #6 Visit to Catholic High School, 2009

Look at us! I can really see all my wrinkles are out now, crys. I'm summarizing my whole blog into one post!

P/S; I deleted all the blog posts 2009.
PP/S ; I realized I keep wearing the same strip shirt most of the time!

So, these pictures are describing my High School Year in 2009.

See you soon,

2011-09-05T19:00:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD!

I'm currently on hiatus now.

There's something more important I need it to be done

So, please do visit me after two/three weeks!

This is our promise, shh..

At the mean time, please do remember click on my Nuffnang by just simply click on the advertisement above! A billion thank you, /bow. Your every single click is appreciated. (:

Sabah, The Legend of Tales (Part II)

2011-09-04T14:34:00.000+08:00

The next day! We're going to Sapi Island!

Had our boat booking in Jesselton Point. Sounds nicer or what? They are still using Jesselton, the name used by Borneo during their colonialism in Malaya. Had some small issues with the workers there due to communication problem, Hah how stupidity.

You know, you can't understand their own language because most of the workers are indigenous. Even you speak Malay to them they can't understand fully. & they might just treat you as people from foreign country.

The speed boat takes about 20minutes from Jesselton Point, then we're in Sapi Island! Of course you can choose other island like Manukan Island or Mamutik Island.

The beach there. I love the seaaa breeze!

You can even dive to see the corals & fish! I get to see the fish while I was swimming at the shallow end beach. The feeling when you're swimming with the fish, how nice!

Can you see the sea water? Cool yeah? You can even see the fish! :D

Activities that provided by the tour agents included jet ski, wake boarding, water skiing, banana rides, parasailing, ocean kayak. But too bad, I didn't get any, I wanna go for jet ski! /double sigh.

I met people from Japanese & Koreans & Frances & Italy & so so on, but majority are Koreans. My cousin says that Koreans love to take a visit in Sabah, woah! /daydreaming

My cousin, I certainly think that this shot is nice :D

Before leaving, taking pictures as a memory :D

Shot #1

Shot #2

Shot #3

Final picture. This is real amazing. A school of fish swims together & approach to the jetty.

And the last day, I stay in my relative's house, nothing special. Conclusion is, everything is so expensive. I think is double of KL's price for a meal. But they really love their own state lot since you can see flags everywhere, especially Sabah's!

& you'll realized there located numerous of church! Most of the indigenous look like Malays & they are all Christians, so you can barely differentiate between a Malay or an indigenous there.

For those who study history, do you know who is this? :)

Interesting part is, the people there plan to swim over the next island. Adventurous or what?

For Part I, you can simply click HERE.

Sabah, the Legend of Tales (Part I)

2011-09-03T22:53:00.001+08:00

Finally I'm back! Yay-ness.

I spent my Raya Holidays in Sabah. Although it's a short break, but I enjoyed it.

Everything goes pretty good. My departure time was on 9 in the morning. Woke up 7 in the morning really make me feel like back to school time. Just, a bit late. Luggage overload made my mum real frustrated. An excess 1.5kg costs 45 bucks made her go marry-go-round.

The view, how breathtaking! AirAsia - Now everyone can fly!

I can barely find goods to share. My memory on very first day was blank. I went up to Kinabalu Mountain and resulted I'm totally sick. There was damn cold, plus the chalet I stayed in has no heater. So I covered myself in blanket one whole day, except meals time.

Second day started, go round round on the mountain & the tourist brought us to Hot Spring. But too bad, the day was National Day so this plan was blow off, seems like people do love to celebrate their days in there, Hmm. Went to find 'Fish Doctor' at the river nearby. A 15 minutes of foot massage really, itchy. Sorry, there's no picture to show you the fish because one photo has to pay 15 bucks & my mum decided not to take any. But I find something interesting..

Tadaa! This cat real adorable isn't? Its tail is super damn long, even longer than itself! & he keep licking himself for almost 2hours. (according to the local people)

Do you know, we not only have Cameron BOH tea but also Sabah Tea available here, Hah.

Does this view is quite familiar to you? If you ever been to Cameron Highland.

Oh, the back there is Kinabalu mountain!

Before get myself back to town, the tourist brought us to take a look on Raffleesia flower. Although the book I've read stated that it will emit smell like Ammonia, but surprisingly it doesn't.

The dead Raffleesia flower.

Tadaa! So now I can tell everyone I see before! But it is not as big as what I've read from the books. It only about 100cm but not 2~3 meters.

Then I went to, I don't know where is this since I was sleeping before I reached here. Sleeping while raining outside, how cool & comfortable! If I'm not mistaken it's a place for memoirs. It's somehow related to history. As you know, I can fail my history so don't ask me! Just search em' yourself in Google.com!

I am a bit kaku in there since I'm forced to take picture with these nature & I just woke up!

Mum says she looks like Superman in this picture. Ehmm, which part?

I'm not in Sabah, I'm in Australia, New Zealand, United Kingdom. PICK ONE!

Last picture for today, for everyone :)

Hold on! This is only Part I, stay tune for Part II. It's gonna be moreee interesting :D

Part II link is available, just simple click on "Part II" :)

5 years of discipline, 5 months of wild

2011-08-20T17:28:00.000+08:00

It's a Saturday! Cheers for people who's relaxing at home.

My fabulous yet fantastic prefect farewell ended perfectly yesterday night. Thanks all the 'grand children' for putting in all their efforts in. My tear almost drop when comes to Ms Tan's ~~speech~~ talk. It's very touching, and her precious tears dropped too, how miracle happens.

We'll meet again, nenenenenenenene

That awkward moment was most all the form 5 wear so formal & I'm the only one who has the casual wear on. Haha, who cares? Most funny part was the slideshow thingy, I laughed so hard on what we talked during the video session. Hahaha especially the Mrs David Yong part, funneh! And everyone was saying - "Please invite us to your wedding" . Yes teacher, I wanna see you in wedding dress so desperately!

So being 5 years prefect is not easy, in between I had my worries, I wanna give up sometime, I feel like breaking rules (I actually did), being isolated by people, scolded by teacher if something goes wrong & so on. But at least, I gone through it. Most suffering part was that time they changed the system to AI/MI, I hate that.

So now, I shall leave them and live like a normal student life, party people!

P/S : I wanna do shopping so badly!
P.P/S : She did not pass her driving test, it's okay. Try your best another time!

Cr : x

Have you found your dream?

2011-08-16T15:25:00.002+08:00

Recently, I had a big problem on something which is making me really headache.

WHAT SHOULD I STUDY?
Veterinarian, Interior Design or Wedding Planner?

Damn, these choices are getting my attention. Everyone is giving me different things. Veterinarian is like my dream & designing is part of my life. Wedding Planner? Just lil thought of mine which sometime appear when I'm daydreaming.

According to Wikipedia,

A veterinarian (American English) or a veterinary surgeon (British English), often shortened to vet, is a person who treats animals and a practitioner of veterinary medicine.

What do vets usually do?
Veterinarians may:

Diagnose animal health problems, and perform diagnostic tests such as X-ray, EKG, ultrasound, blood tests, stool tests, and urinalysis.
Test for and Vaccinates against diseases, such as distemper and rabies.
Medicate animals suffering from infections or illnesses.
Treat and dress wounds.
Set fractures.
Perform minor to complex surgery, depending on training.
Advise owners about animal feeding, behavior, and breeding.
Euthanize animals when necessary.
Provide preventive care to maintain the health of food animals.
Dental work

Giving treatment to the new born baby?

Interior design is a multi–faced profession in which creative and technical solutions are applied within a structure to achieve a built interior environment and home lifestyle enhancement.

What do interior designers usually do?
Interior Designers may:

Choosing color scheme for the room
Choosing furniture for the room
Suggesting art pieces
Choosing coordinating fabric
Deciding if the room needs remodeling
Coming up with an overall design style or scheme
Suggesting slight changes in building structure, such as adding built-in shelving or larger windows
Considering upgrades to power, telephone, or water supply to a room as needed
Obtaining building permits
Drawing or computer modeling the space
Restoration of rooms or buildings to historical accuracy

Isn't designing amazing?

A wedding planner is a professional who assists with planning and organization of weddings. Weddings are significant events in people's lives, and those involved are often willing to spend a considerable amount of money to ensure it is organized as perfectly as possible.

What do wedding planners usually do?
Wedding planners may:

Interviewing the couple and the parents to identify their needs.
Budget preparation
Planning detailed checklist (from about a year in advance to a few days after the wedding)
Attendee list preparation
Identification of event venues (hotels, wedding manor etc.)
Identifying and hiring of wedding professionals and service providers (caterers, photographers, videographers, beautician, florists, bakers etc.), and preparation and execution of contracts.
Coordination of deliveries/services on the wedding day.
Have a back-up plan in the event of a disaster.
Assist and prepare legal documentation and translations - especially for destination weddings.

Oh wait, I think I just in love with WEDDING but not PLANNER.

So, what do you think? Have you found your dream?

Okay I can't decide which to choose, fml.

Thanks for willing waste your <5mins in your life on this stupid post. I don't mean to :(

Crs : x o x o x o x

You know I love it,

2011-08-14T16:30:00.000+08:00

I made some changes in my layout, again.

Don't ya think I'm being erratic, most of the time? Too bad, I love something new so that I won't feel bored. This is my bad habit, i swear i'll change, maybe?

Sister is back from BALI. & she is totally into the island and wish she could go back there if she has the chance to. Guess what she bought for me as a souvenir? A Tee of Bali & neck cushion with rabbit on it. No photos here but maybe it will be useful when I'm going to Sabah, end of this month!

A picture that I steal from my sister! HAHAHA

Don't cha think it looks more to Tsunami? LOL

17 days to my Sabah trip, excited!

But, after Sabah trip I have to struggling with my books for the trial, crys.

Lastly, I've to say,

Happy Birthday to my sistah, @YeeTeng_B2ST! :)

She is so excited in Twitter & @wanningtvxq spammed my TL like siao ding dong.

"WTFBBQ." <-His favourite word.

It's eve peeps!

2011-08-12T18:56:00.000+08:00

I'm here to blog again, yayness.

According to ryeangmars, today is the eve of hungry ghost festival. Lol, does ghosts also have their own eve night too? Then, what's their dinner?! /scare

Well, I know some of them. Do you?

Soon I won't be here, I mean I'll be on hiatus again. Since there's gonna be another 26 more days to trial exam. Darn, I wanna go back to form 4 life! - I miss the time when I chit-chat, gossip & play & sleep in the class.

Advice for you, Sleep early tonight! Ding Dong or Do Re Mi sound are gonna be heard today. Opps.

But still,

I SCARE TO BE ALONE AT THIS LONELY NIGHT! /crys

I wish I could tell you,

2011-08-11T16:53:00.000+08:00

I don't know how to start, i'm blank.

My camera is not with me. I've been desperate wanna update my blog with the buffet I went last Sunday but at this mean time, sister took the camera & fly to Bali Island. I'm jealous with my camera since it went China & now Bali. How nice if your relatives fly to other places & you're just as small as the camera - pack into luggage / bag together.

According to my mama, the little puppies just born yesterday morning after she fetch us to school, aww to bad I can't see em'! Then the sky puke, all the puppies died. Yes, they died in the drain! And I was abit emotional & my mood totally upside down. Hmm, at least one survive? My neighbors all came over my place & watch the new born baby! But still, SADDD. /cry

And now, my neighbor took the puppy away to somewhere else. SADDDD /crylouder. And you know the puppy is just as small as your hand, how cute!

GAHHHH, I wanna bring you home! But, not this puppy.

The real ones should be smaller like a RAT!

Okay, let's talk about school. FYI, Physics teacher's birthday is on next Tuesday, 16' August! Remember okay? BEAR IN MIND. And next Tuesday is having stupid choral speaking for history's purpose, lousy & useless. I better stay in the class & study!

Lovely day with lovely friends,

2011-08-06T15:46:00.002+08:00

I was in hyper yesterday. Although I'm the last one who reach there /shame.

But it's okay, I had fun!

Friends decided to put up a small gathering before Ms Tan shift to another school. Okay wait, should be Mrs Tan soon! Let's call her pretty naughty lady! Why? Soon you'll know.

Our party was in 88 BBQ Steamboat Restaurant. Get ready, i srsly will post up lot of pictures soon! There should be around 21 people, included her. Our Malays friends should have joined us but in the end they just came for greetings.

The ~~chair~~ pretty ~~naughty~~ lady of the day.

After dinner, we started to camwhore. It is a rare chance to have the photo-taking session with her okay? So we shall just save the day!

Of course not only 5 pictures. There's lot & lots more! After that, we decided to have a photo shoot on numbers!

Of course there's not only numbers, with the heart, nerdy face, Fleming rules Right Hand Grip rules & so on!

I'm tired of camwhoring & so I joined them in game. The game goes like this, whenever there's a number ''3,6,9'' we have to say "MISS TAN". It is kind of heartbreaking game since if you missed it you have to eat

That's the thingy that she's doing!ee + Seaweed + Chocolate Ice Cream + butter

Can you imagine the taste is like, asdfghjkl.

Extra, it's so hard to take photo with her. And finally, group photo. TeeHee :)

So, it was a fabulous & fantastic night. Hope she'll be happy too, as one piece of her memories for her life.

P/S : I finally give out my present to Miss HuayTheng. You can check out her blog at link section there!

Friday is coming, yay!

2011-08-04T18:52:00.001+08:00

Ohh I have to apologize for being this erratic changeableness or instability.

Yes, I change my blogskin again, lol.

Planned to skip school tomorrow but too bad I gonna have my last for prefect meeting. School changed another rule - Whoever absent yesterday have to hand in the MC letter in person, i dislike facing teachers.

Don't you think my blog is kind of messy? Darn. I have to change again.

Tomorrow is Friday. Although there's nothing related to me, I mean Accout exam. But I'll go, to do my Physics revision. Physics, physics, physics, Physically made me gone crazy.

Crs : x

104 days more to disaster,

2011-08-03T18:50:00.001+08:00

August is here, the month I desire since June.

All the Muslims start to fast now. Now I got the benefit to get back home early! Although it is only earlier than usual 30 minutes, but it is so rare that my school's science class can go backt this early after they changed the system.

Can't believe my eyes when I reach home 45 minutes earlier, how I love fasting month! I surfed my favourite website and got this.

Wanna put on weight? Haha try this first! I can't accept the last one.

104 days from now on. And my plan should start soon! All the best to everyone & myself.

I'm getting excited for Friday.

Guess what? I'm going to have steamboat with my beloved teacher & friends!

Monte Carlo (a movie). I didn't know when was the movie putting on cinema, I know I missed it. I seriously love the storyline & the characters inside after I watched the trailer! Especially Leighton Meester, one of my favourite actor after I watched Gossip Girl. Check this out!

It is similar to Cinderalla's Story.

Cr : x

Universal donor, I'm.

2011-07-29T16:24:00.001+08:00

Ignore my exam paper, what I looking for is just my blood test.

Anti-A & Anti-B. Agglutination.

Sterillised lancet is so scary. Although it is small but it is even pain than injection. Eta helped me to pricked on my fingertip. Not once but twice! And people like me, having phobia towards sharp thingy & blood really made me gone nut, pity my fingertip with two small holes now.

After 1 min..

5 mins..

10mins..

Result is out!

Thank God I'm universal donor which is same as JaeJoong. Inheritance really amazing!

Khuntoria is officially married now. Oh yeah. Notty 2pm & Amber attended their wedding.

Oh jealous till max! Oh gosh, the more I see, the more I wanna get marry, slapself. But still,

Congratulation on their marriage! ♥ Please live happily ever after like those fairy tales.

Cr : x o x o x

You made me like there's no tomorrow,

2011-07-28T20:58:00.001+08:00

Slap me, although I mentioned I'm on hiatus at my previous post, but what am I doing now? Craps.

PPD Item Berfokus will come to the end after a.maths' paper on next Monday. Srsly, I have insufficient time for studies, so i'm half dead now. I burnt my midnight oil until, er, almost .. -secret-.

August is approaching! I love August, love summer, love seaside more!

Sorry, I'm not Katy Perry who has bikini on top :D

Having blood test tomorrow before moral paper starts. *excited* I always wanted to know what is my type of blood & finally I get to know it tomorrow, double yay!

100days for SPM is approaching! So fast I've slack for almost 300 days in my high school life. Oh wait, should be around 635 days since I didn't take my first year high school seriously.

I don't know why, I think I maybe..?

P/S : I love it when I bring my meal box to school during recess, jjang!

Notice

2011-07-27T18:18:00.000+08:00

Forgive me or being inactive toward blogging again,

Remember, this site is still not dead, yet!

I'm on hiatus.

Do come back and visit me soon!

Your happiness, Our joy

2011-07-16T14:42:00.003+08:00

I don't know what happened to me, I become more & more lazy & lost my interests in blogging. Maybe it is due to the heavily homework these days or problems I've faced these days? I don't know.

Anyway, I should post up the pictures that I've took during my grandparent's wedding anniversary. It's so hard for a couple who can survive until half of their life or even longer. Of course this need the toleration, scarification, patience & love! Especially with my grandma's current condition, I can see my grandpa really loves her a lot, awwww.

ME! Before the party starts.

Me & my beloved cousin!

Cousins, siblings & grandparents!

Check out my personal facebook & you'll find out more.

Found this bear in my cousin's room & started to SS!

That was something happened one week ago, I should talk about hot trend new topic! As you know, Harry Potter part II - The Deathy Hallows was out! Have you guys watched it? Proudly to say that, I watched it yesterday!

You can check through that trailer at their official website, here. Thanks J.K Rowling for writing this stories, I'm lovin' it!

Rupert Grint castes as Ron, Emma Watson cast as Hermoine & finally

Daniel Radcliffe cast as Potter.

And not to forget Tom Felton castes as Draco. He handsome kan? :P

Can you believe this? The stars of the Harry Potter have gone from children to young adults before our every eyes! I wish to watch all of the episodes again! So what you waiting for?

Crs : x o

Short update,

2011-07-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

Thank God I finally finish most of my homework except that, -__-.

Just another 133 days more & I'll be sitting for SPM. Another 33 days for me to enjoy my fantastic form 5 life. I planned to start my revision 100 days before SPM, God bless me! But I think will be earlier since PPD exam is approaching. Another exam, sigh.

This year is a disaster. Although I get my time and fly to Penang & Sabah, but my mood always up & down. There's something that hurts me so much. Grandma's health started to deteriorate & I still can't do anything, double sigh.

Okay well tell me, why we can't wear yellow shirt or pants or dress or whatsoever on 9 July? And so is everything or whoever wore something about YELLOW have to be caught or what. This is, weird.

Back to 2010,

2011-07-03T18:03:00.002+08:00

Received heartbreaking news. Till now I still can't take it. How I wish everything is just a dream.

The lil us were immature all the way long. We naughty, lazy, talkative, ignorance, sleep in the class & so so on. Your talks really touched me & I think I need to have self-change now.

Yes, thanks for guiding us. I'll bear in mind.

The one who inspire me is gonna leave soon. The one who I care isn't in good condition. Some of my school teachers are going to give birth and I might missed a lot.

2 July, that so we call 1 Malaysia Run was epic. Of course all the students around the Malaysia have to attend this event. But my school just had 1.5km run around the school compound, how boring. Funniest thing was Futsal game. Everyone like fighting for the ball then kick it out of the field, funny!

At night, I went Catholic High School for their 5th Night Gathering. And their theme, B.O.N.D. Build Our New Dreams. I love the way they set up the gadget & the open ceremony. It was epic awesome! Thumbs up for that. Thanks to them, I had a fabulous night. My schoolmates should know how fabulous it was. Especially in the bus, with the medley songs.

I love you, you love me. We are happy family!

Penang!

2011-06-29T22:09:00.001+08:00

I came back from Penang few days ago. CY texted me & said "I'm sure you're going to lost in somewhere." Too bad, I'm still alive & survived! I go round round round the whole Penang & conclusion is, I might die there unless I stay near the seaside.

This is Batu Feringghi's beach. I love it (:
Of course, people go Penang for their Laksa & FriedKwayTeow, too bad I only ate laksa. This is Penang Gurney Drive. Aww, I miss the food there!
So you can see this is real crowded!
I know the appearance is not nice, but../drools
And I don't know where was I, I ate this cute little durian somewhere in the South. Isn't this cute? I think this is about 8cm in diameter. I wonder where the guy pick this small, cute!

SORRY I ACCIDENTLY DELETED THE PICTURE TT
Nothing special during my Penang trip. I spent most of my time ''travelling'' in shopping malls. What to do? I'm a shopaholic. From Gurney Plaza to Queensbay mall. I'm very particular in choosing my shoes and finally I bought this doll shoes which I found in, a shop lah.
This is Gurney Plaza. And,This is Queensbay mall.
I felt dizzy when I was in there since there's 8 floors and the mall is so huge! I think it is even bigger than 1Utama in Damansara. If you noticed, most buildings in Penang are mainly privilege condominium due to limited lands. So, you will feel you're kind of in HongKong!
Ask me what I enjoyed the most? I'll answer you, shopping lah!
Say hello go my new shoes! (:

Cr : Image Image Image Image Image

Update in Butterworth,

2011-06-25T11:35:00.000+08:00

So it was Friday, & I packed my bags ran away from house and finally escape to Butterworth. Hello world, I'm in Butterworth now. Message from me in Butterworth to everyone :)

My mum decided to take a rest here since we were too tired. Sitting in the bus for freaking 4 hours really pissed me off. Luckily the driver played IceAce2 in the bus so I won't feel that bored. Although it is a long-time old movie, but I love it since the story-line is all about "Care for our Environment".

This is somewhere where I am now, NightLife world.

Do y'all know why it is a Nightlife world? Because right now the shops are still not open yet. I was thinking to take a walk nearby & I noticed most of shops' operation hours start from 12pm, how nice their lives are. And I think I might as well die here if I stay here because most of their shops are kopitam, kopitam & kopitam. I just can't imagine my life without OldTown, Starbucks & McDonald nearby.

I had my American Breakfast here.

Not bad lah, just normal.

So I'll be checking out at 12pm & get my ass off to Penang later. Bye all.

So goodnight y'all. I gonna take a rest before I go.

Cr : Image

You raised me up,

2011-06-22T21:09:00.001+08:00

I got the courage to update my blog today. Thanks to my guides, once again, I'm being motivated, teehee.

I should be happy since this is our last meeting for '10/'11 guides. But don't know why, I have the feeling of sad & grudge. I kind of miss the oldies now, the memories we had. The laughter & the problems we have gone through.

Rewind back to the first time I entered guide, I know nothing seriously.

I started to take those basic tests, had the spirit to become a Queen's guide (but I gave up in the end), participated in the camps (sadly to say that I never participate in any state's camp), guided my juniors for some part of it, meet new friends, entered marching then in the end get sunburned, was frustrated because of my board & soon I'm going retired!

Still that word kay? Once a guide, always a guide!

Can you imagine? I've been in GirlGuide for 5 years! Time passed in a blink of eyes. Everything was like a fairy tale which happened yesterday. I think campfire will be my last activity for guides, *sad*.

She's heartbroken,

2011-06-19T14:05:00.002+08:00

As you can see obviously, I've made up my mind! I changed back to classic template again. Yeah, I still miss my old template since there's auto stats system & displaying popular posts & preview posts. Okay stop, I'm scared that I gonna change back to blogger layout again if I continue.

Actually I wanted to put up something like this but I can't find it, sigh.

I shall start my shopping session soon since August is approaching. Yay for August, I'm going to Sabah for a holidays. Just another relaxation before trials and SPM start. And my mum promised me will buy me a shade if I could find one.

I want the shirt & the shade.

Jjang! Nice not nice not? I just love this.
There's something weird on me these days. I feel myself being motivated on doing my projects, especially homework. So Friday I wasted 7 hours on doing additional mathematics project & slept at 6 in the morning while my sister was playing with iPad, how resist.

Pray for a better day,

2011-06-17T14:42:00.000+08:00

I started to fall in love with Facebook again. Okay, I know this shouldn't be happened since I have chosen twitter and blogger as my life! Sorry Facebook, I might gonna abandon you again, soon!

Yay, today is Friday. fun fun fun fun. Approximately 21 weeks left for me to enjoy my form 5 life. Aww, i'm sure gonna miss this craziness year. I feel myself weird, I always sleep in the class these days. I even slept during Mathematics period, which is the most interesting class since teacher sure gonna regale us with her cheesy tales.

They say I sleep like this. Like seriously?!

But I really sleep like this on my bed, holding my lovely pillow.

Oh school a.maths project have to pass up next Monday. And I haven't start? Not even a word. Seeing everyone keep discussing and some already passed up their project. Aww, first time I being this lazy on this folio. Oh wait, aren't I always the last minute person? Ha.

My grandma's health is starting to deteriorate. And I'm worry. Sometime I can't even concentrate whenever there's something that related to my grandma or my childhood memory.

“In prayer it is better to have a heart without words than words without a heart.”

Cr : x o x

Another dream comes true.

2011-06-14T15:11:00.001+08:00

12'June is such a memorable day! Thanks for giving me pieces of memory.

Yes, I went Ultimate Power Star yesterday. And specially thanks to my mum's friend, I got the rock zone tickets. Brought along my bff & my classmate. Since the tickets are given by Amy's fans, so we are requested to wear red shirt. Sadly to say, she didn't win.

Well, this is not the main point! It should be about U-Kiss. Yes, the climax is about, U-Kiss! Okay, I cant make to attend U-Kiss showcase but at least get to see their faces in UPS, crys. Everyone is dam sho hawt can? Especially Kevin! Pictures describe thousand of words, so yeah.

U-kiss. Look at my cute Kevin! (Left : Second)

Went to jog around the stadium before the show start. Aww, if I know Jolin is having her concert on that day, most probably I won't attend UPS. Sorry Jolin, I missed Out your concert, again! Here comes picture from random website. (I miss Jolin now)

Awwww, sexy her! I wish I was there!

First day of school is really, boring. I don't know what happened to our teachers, some are still on MC. Okay, I got back all my papers. Not really satisfied with my results. What to do? I was dreaming all weeks long since that time holiday is approaching. Kill myself for being that playful.

I'm sorry for late posting about this due to lack of usage of computers, haha. So I need to use my dad's iPad and type one by one with this small lil keyboard, it's really tiring actually.

My family is a Apple brand freak, opps.

Cr: Galaxy Kiss-Me WeHeartIt

OhHaNi's trend '10/11!

2011-06-07T15:20:00.000+08:00

Sorry for being this inactive for this long, /slapself.

I'm active once again in MapleStory. It is really addictive since I always play until midnight. So now my daily activities should be checking forum of maplestory. It changes vigorously after BB patch. And it is really making me headache since I can't really catch up the lastest.

My humble advice for poe - please do your studies well before you play this game.

Recently Playful Kiss just finished on 8tv. I mean, it should be finished half a year ago. Do you notice? Oh Ha Ni always has different hair-style whenever she has the appearance on some part. Damn jealous of her silky & flexible hair

Too bad I don't own a long hair. haha

So now i feel like leave my hair long, once again. Hair oh hair, please grow as long as you can. It is better if your are as long as Rapunzel's, long & silky.

Cr : x

Genting, I was there.

2011-06-01T15:35:00.000+08:00

YooHoo! First vacation trip done & now I'm back. Stay in Awana Vacation Resort Development is such a good decision, especially after their renovation. Afterall, i spent most of my time in AVRD but not Genting Highland Time Square.

Class can? I love the new jacuzzi! Jjang!

Well, the weather was wonderful when I went to theme park. It has been a long time since I go theme park after a year. Nothing changed much but surprisingly corkscrew was opened!

The starting point.

Seriously, I was shouting like a siao ding dong especially comes to 360 degree rotation, Cool! My partner was keep asking me "takut x? takut x?" Funny her! Was planning to play spaceshot after that but sadly it was under maintenance. So I went to play Sungai Rejang flume ride. Oh that was the bad experience ever. Queued up for almost 1 hour just to wait for a 10 minutes ride. I was the one who planned to take for a ride but I in the end I decided to give up since everyone who played wet after that. But, I played. & in the end what happened? I wet lah.

Starbucks Coffee Jjang!

Maybe because I'm already okay with Genting's weather. I feel so hot whenever I'm in Klang. Aww Genting, I miss your weather. Such wonderful weather I was in there.

Cr : x o

Can you see how tough am I to be like this?

2011-05-26T17:00:00.000+08:00

Opps, i almost forget something! I should take this post as my appreciation to everyone. Thanks those who wished me. Really really, I'm really happy & touched. Thanks you guys for willing sacrifice your 2mins study time & your sleeping time, maybe? I'm l~~aughing at you all~~ touched.

My senior page is almost done. Just left with 2 pictures with making me really frustrated. I almost gone mad because of it, wait. I'm already mad now. I hate waiting all the time. & what should I do now? Wait for em' to send the picture to me or ignore them? Ugh. Is sending a picture hard? I've been asking them since 1 month ago! Don't make me yell at you okay. I don't wanna to do that.

Holidays is almost here. So it is time to plan for holidays now! First week of holidays kind of suffer for me. But it is okay, take it easy. Teachers wasted their precious time to come early in the morning to teach us too. So my first week will be like semi-college life, 3 days of extra classes. Opps, not to forget tuition too! Second week will be fun, fun, fun, fun!

Problems always around. Just like now, I had another problems again. Fml.

I bite you,

2011-05-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

Saw everyone start to active their blog now & reminded me I'm still here.

3 freaking weeks past, say freedom! But now I have a feeling of lonely now. For the past 3 weeks I had books accompany me but now? Back home, face the walls, lay on bed & start to sleep, such a boring life. I miss you exam, but my heart is aching.

It warms your world.

Ting is making me jealous. She is gonna attend OiC Camp which I was despo for it. And she assigned the Fashion Style course! Aw Ting, you better bring some knowledges back for me. I had depression these days, because of several particular tiny tidy reasons. Sorry, mood swings again.

Senior page is giving me another headache. Why is people doesn't want to give co-operation? This is really pissed me off. Don't blame me if I missed out you.

You don't know me,

2011-05-22T10:57:00.001+08:00

Yay to myself, i deleted lot of my memories today. If you can check out what I've remain, I only remain last year's & this year's. No doubts, without any regrets. I don't wanna to left myself behind with those full of hatred & sadness posts. In short, I need to get a life.

So I left 230 posts here. Rewind back to the past & I could only see how childish & silly I am. Last time I always thought that I'm enough old to lecture people like mama & papa do. Even now I look back, I'm still childish. Oh Lord, please forgive what I've done, all the stupid & silly things.

Have you ever been to Genting Highland? And what would you do on there? I'm going there for 4 days 3 nights? Of course it is going to be very boring since I've been there for hundreds times since first time I went there. But my vacation there is just like in a big villa. There's golf, swimming pool & garden around. And I, going to do my revision. Isn't our brain love fresh air under a conducive condition? So I guess I going absorb more than here.

Relax, just another way to make myself calm.

3 days more to end of my hell. Welcome back my heavenly life.

Found something interesting here.

There's big differences when you're begging your girlf to forgive you, HAHA.

Let me make things clear, (this is serious)

You better know it.

Cr : WeHeartIt

I hope I am still remain till the end,

2011-05-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

YES! It's another week! 5 days more to my last paper! I'm so freaking excited for it. Let me make thing clear, it should be holidays not the papers. I had heart breaking papers this week especially on my Biology. Enzyme, aerobic & anaerobic respiraion, tricep & bicep, ulna & radius, hypertonic, isotonic, hypotonic, neurone, synape! All these things still my mind. You better keep them till my SPM finish kay my dear cerebrum.

It rains like cats & dogs today. Well, I meet Rac's car when she is going to school. And her pretty kind-hearted mother stopped by and asked me whether wanna take a ride to bus station or not. But I rejected her in the end. You know, I never greet to her mother before & now have to sit in her car is a bit paiseh can? Sorry aunt, I don't mean to reject you & thank you! FYI, Rac & I was neighbors past 11 years. Wait, I don't think I know Rac but her brother, Adrian.

I have something to showoff today. Remember I said I love something vintage? And I remember my sister got something like that. It is a bracelet that she bought from Vietnam? Myanmar? I forgot. But it is nice, way to perfection!

It's nice. Isn't?

Having history & chemistry next week. I shall start to study so that I won't regret later on.

Incomplete me,

2011-05-14T20:52:00.000+08:00

One week past, 2 weeks more to go! Mid-Year exam made my life miserable. I promised myself not to online but what am I doing now? You know that. Weather changed vigorously these days. Past 4 days was extremely hot but it started to rain yesterday.

Why you always come without any sense of expectation?

Why am I online now? Because I reward myself for finishing Chapter 1 of History, haha! Okay it is not a big deal but I need some rest since I wasted 2 hours on master this chapter. Imagine there's another 14 chapters to go. /die

Here comes my schedule for revision!

Saturday - History
Sunday - Physics & PJK
Monday - History
Tuesday - Biology, Moral
Wednesday - Biology
Thursday - Biology
Friday - History
Saturday - Chemistry
Sunday - Chemistry & History
Monday - History
Tuesday - Mathematics

Lots of Biology & History I know. No choice, since I'm weak in both. Every second is my previous time. I shouldn't waste my time fooling around. 185 days more to SPM! I should start to make up my mind, make things clear.

I'm going to renovate my blog soon. I've got my aspiration from one of my blogger friend. Haha, nice layout she had & made me jealous lots. Haha, I should start my hobby again. It was my hobby when I was form 2. And I quit because of particular reason.

The perfect me,

2011-05-08T22:19:00.001+08:00

As promised, I'll talk about my dream self today. I always wanted to talk about this since long long time ago, Hmm, decade ago? Haha, okay no craps. Since I watched too many Korea Drama and admire too many Korea idols, I'm totally into Korea now.

Do you remember my long hair? It was some fact 2 years ago, now I've a short hair & I miss my long hair badly. And the reason I wanna leave my hair long is because of this,

Yes, because I wanna my hair become like that.

Too bad my face is so huge and I always blame my dad for that. My stylist & sister also said that short hair suits me better. Okay, double blame on my dad.

Next, it's about my styling, Haha. As I said before, I am so into Korea included the way they style up too. I'm influenced by SNSD, f(x), Miss A & T-ara especially. So it should be about like this.

I love everything about there! Love till max!

I wore one of em' before. And my sister scolded me for grabbing her clothes & she said it makes me look older. That's why I wish I can grow older then I can try all of them! Nevermind, just wait 1 more year, then I can do anything freely! Especially 18 years old, what a legal age!

Heh, I gonna buy em'

Addition, today is Mother's Day!

Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers all over the world!
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☼ YES, I have a fantastic mother! Happy Mother's Day ☼
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Image Cr : SkyHopper WeHeartIt

I'll see you in the end,

2011-05-07T14:47:00.000+08:00

Trying to find something to blog. Since exam is approaching, I decided not to online till my papers finish. Do you think I can do it? Of course I cannot lah, how can I missed my WGM on Sundays? It's my only entertainment can?

I don't know why am I keep hiccup these days. Most of my Indian friends telling me that someone is missing me, Haha. Yeah right, JaeJoong misses me always & I knew that. Okay not JaeJoong? HongKi then. Since I have 8 boyfs. I can choose anyone I like. Of course JaeJoong is always the first, no one can ever replace him.

My inspiration reached the max yesterday. thank God! Thanks ShabbyPrincess too. I got all my inspiration when I was trying to surf my folders & I found out that I downloaded lot & lot of pictures when I was 14. Thanks to myself too. So what am I trying to say? Create & Designing rawk the max!
I shall share it after I done em' all.

Timetable for exam is out yesterday. 3 freaking weeks suffer for exams. All the teachers said that they are going to teach in the mid of exam if we don't have any paper. Please lah teacher, who is going to concentrate unless you give us some tips for your papers, /evil laugh.

Yes I miss you so badly! I'm waiting for your tweets now!

I'm gonna talk about my dream self in the next post. (:

Justin Bieber / Bruno Mars / Usher ?

2011-05-06T18:10:00.001+08:00

Justin Bieber / Bruno Mars / Usher ?

Answer here

If I cure this, I'm good.

2011-05-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

Something wrong to me today. I'm having terrible flu & slightly cough now. Must be the one who sat beside me, not to mention, sent her virus to me. Oh please, say no to sickness! I'm gonna have my exam in 5 days and I don't wanna drop my grades (it's already very low now, hah!) because of this.

Since today is Thursday, tomorrow is Friday! Fun fun fun fun! Too bad Saturday we are having another replacement for the one of the holidays. Hmm, okay. Just take it easy & make it as a day which make me happier? Since I can meet my friends and talk silly & funny stuffs.

" Everyone is on their own stage. People around you are your audiences."

Love Thursday! Since there's pasar malam around my house area. And I get to meet handsome guy whenever I pass by the stall. (Y) Seriously that guy is freaking hawt, just that his height is abit, ehmm. And I love his deep dimples. I wish I could get a chance to take picture with him, but I'm not brave enough.

Surfed net, and found now. Really niceeeeee. Dear my future husband, please rent me this for my photography pictures!

Me love this. My fairytale, My dream.

I was gazing, & I found it.

2011-05-04T21:56:00.001+08:00

Freaking no 450 post is gonna talk about my second standardized exam. FYI, I did not very good in most of my subjects, except Mathematics and Biology. Human is weird, when they got high achievement on something, they'll start to love it more. Indirectly saying, who doesn't want to be praised? That guy will be really stupid.

I'm really disappointed on my English paper srsly. I didn't get A, not even a A-. Yes I admit my English is not that good, but I'm trying to improving myself now. Hah, teacher suggested us to write diary & let her have a look? My God, who wanna relieved their secrets to anybody? So I choose blog now. Blog as much as I can, use as more new vocabulary as I can. But, I can't think of any seriously.

12 new words enough for the upcoming days!

Exam is coming soon. Let's study people. Aim for the best. :)

We cheer, we got them right.

2011-04-27T22:00:00.001+08:00

Cheers for me! Opps, not me but my Sports Day. It turned out well in the end, though our school always putting up event in the last minute. And the silly thing I made today, I woke up at 7.20a.m. today. If it is a schooling day, imma skip school. But it's sports day! And I'm participate in something, heh.

Damn my stupid pinky. I received back my pinky yesterday and I was too excited and I set the time wrongly. I set GMT8+ 1100 instead of GMT8+2300 yesterday. So, FML.

I'll bear in mind!

Picture, slideshow :D

I'm inside, whee go merah!

Proud to say that we won the matching among all the 5 groups, Heh. Congrates to all the people, titiwangsa. All your hardwork is rewarded. Special thanks to special people who prepared all those thingy! And of course, beloved ShuwJinn.

And here's my beloved unit beruniform.

Thank God I'm a guide, and I'm always proud of it.

To all the guides who participated in marching, I've something to say.

Dear guides,
I know you guys had work really really hard. Although you all didn't not win this year, but there's still another chance for the next year. When there's a will, there's a way. It doesn't matter win or lose, as long as you girls know you girls can do it. Some might thinking that it's tough since sunburn here and there & senior gave punishment if anything did wrong. Some might giving up since it lose. As long as time passes, all these happens will be a good memories for you.

Don't forget our 8th rule, A Guide smiles and sings under all difficulties.
And remember? Once a guide, Always a guide.

Surfed net & saw this, wow!

Taemin I know you were pointing at me & smile, hello. Wae you so hawt?

you are, psycho.

2011-04-25T20:50:00.000+08:00

Yes it does.

One day you might find me undone.

2011-04-24T12:17:00.001+08:00

Stupid Senior Pages make my life miserable. I totally have no idea on how to do it. I need time to rest. My last project was Renjer's Room's biggest board ever and now I have another project again. My aspiration is leaking, can't just let my brain rest for some time and then start to work?

Don't blame on me if it didn't come up well.

Now JYJ's Empty suits me well.

There you go. Here it go.

Why can't you let it go, let it go, let it go, let is go,

Girl because your brain is empty. LMAO.

Your brain is gone. My heart is strong

Leave her alone!

Okay stop complain, oh silly me. That's not the main point. Main storyline should be this.

Hello Canon 5D Mark II !

Jealous me? Please don't because you'll jealous my dad's photographers since each of them will get one if they work for the company. Jealous jealous damn jealous! /wink at dad. And FYI, this cool DSLR rank no.2 in Canon. So it costs around 25k bucks, nice number with 5 digits numbers. Hey dad, do you lack of any photographer now? I can work for part time. /point fingers at myself.

Exam coming. Did I mentioned in the last previous post or last post. Okay so it is. I'm nervous.

Taste, Smell & Fat comes.

2011-04-23T17:46:00.001+08:00

Mum can we have Pizza as our dinner? Sis, can you please give me one bar of your chocolates please? Bro, let's go out & have our dinner. OH MAI GOD, I'm acting weird these days, seriously. Is it something wrong with me? I don't know. I only know that I need foods badly, totally into foods. And now, I'm a picky eater.

I'm more into American branch now. Hah, salad, hotdogs & fried eggs. Yum yum. This is the preparation before I'm gonna visit my friend who just migrated to America now. Still hate them for leaving us! But of course I not gonna leave Malaysia till I save enough.

Yum yum. /drools.

Anyone knows about Mint Butter available in anywhere? I've searched quite lot of super market but none. I miss the taste and smell after my uncle grilled the bread with mint butter.

Food is addictive. Please control yourself. 3L - Less Sugar, Less Salt & Less Fats. Get it?

Mid-Year Exam is approaching, 10th May. But, it will not affect my free time on WeGotMarried. I'm in love again. Muax WooJung Couples. Oh btw, F(x) & CN.Blue had their comeback these day. Claps & Cheers. Please support f(x) & CN. Blue new album! Will Victoria leave WGM after this comeback? No please no. Nichkhun will sad to the core.

Wuli f(x) cute & sportive. Isn't? Amber's hair coolest. I'm in danger.

1Boice says, You take the first step.

Tomorrow is Sunday, fun fun fun fun. Waiting patiently for the translation for WGM. Love everyone except cockroaches & rats.

I gonna buy a new toy again.

I felt in love with that vintage ring? Anyone?! /scream mummy

Images are available here. x o x

Let's give each other sometime.

2011-04-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

It has been a ~~long~~ time since my last post. I don't know why I've lost interest in internet. Of course included blogging, twitter & facebook. So, what happened to me? /shrugged.

I'm more into dramas or TV shows. So my daily activity current is school, drama, homework and bed time story. I've the habit of reading story book before sleep time now, funny me. Recently I'm reading "Madison Finn". That was my sister's form 3's birthday present but my mum found it under the bookcase. It's about a girl who is going to deal with 7th grade, new friends & boy.

This is it. Cool cover with cute graphics.

I should officially announced that today is 22nd of April. Okay everyone knows that.

Dear EST ah kor,
Happy 17th Birthday! Best wishes to my best ah kor. Please don't ever boom me again! Have a blast & quickly find a girlf. Hehs

You have no idea what am I thinking.

No pen = death.

2011-04-18T19:01:00.001+08:00

I should start celebrate my happiness since my Second Standardize Test just finished today. Please give a applause to JPS. They succeed to make my life miserable.

FYI, I had A.maths paper today and this is the first time I can't manage to finish all the questions. & my mind was totally blank like empty bottle when I flip the paper & started to read the questions. Wasted my whole weekend on doing revision. It's okay, there's another test in 2 weeks.

People usually said that please do something to self when you have lost intensity to study. So I should start indoctrinate by doing this,

YES, I can do it!

And my table was srsly this messy in the past few days.

It's not my table. Just extract from somewhere, Hehs.

Honestly, I don't own a study table in my room. Oh wait, I owned but it has became my sister's skincare's products station aka make over station, just left out the mirror. So diner table is my study table. Hmm, can this called as two birds in one stone?

Mum promised me will renovate our house, last year June. I was srsly freaking excited for it & jumping like a monkey when I heard that. But it is gonna be 1 year in 2 months. Mum, you liar!

My dream study table. Please make the computer as exception.

Since I screwed mostly all my papers, I think I should start to hold my every time whenever I have the free time. Good Luck to myself. & advice to all the students.

Study like there's no tomorrow?!

Eh wait, everyone will happy for that.

Study makes your life goes easier when you grow up.

This is what my dad usually say to me?

Study not for your grade, but for your future.

You don't study just to win over someone or get no.1 right? You have your dream.

I found, something interesting.

So true? Haha.

All the images are taken from here.

I wave to you, but you gone.

2011-04-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

History exam just ended yesterday. Haha, I'm as happy as a lark now. Although I still have to face my A.Maths, but who cares? I love A.Maths more compared to History!

XinYu's project's deadline is approaching. I have to rush for the boards & so so on. God bless me, hope that I manage to finish them in 2 days? Perhaps.

Sometime I'm totally fed up.

I shall spend more time on my design thingy again. Wish me luck ya! And wish my lovely friend, Lee Xin Yu luck too. All the best to her, she is going to be a Queen Guide soon. I'm proud of her.

Sorry I never walk my talk. As I promised I'll post about my prefect camp but I'm lazy now! Hah, please check out my facebook for more info.

You, Me, Her. WE

2011-04-03T22:08:00.003+08:00

As I stated in the previous post, I went to Mid Valley just now with 5 poe. Sorry my mistake, I never read the newspaper properly & the notice board over the exhibition centre wrote it is gonna start at 11pm. Okay fine, breakfast time!

Went to the lower ground & hang around. We were lucky, because we saw A. Samad Said. Teacher was impressed with that. Oh you don't know him? You're not qualified as a Malaysian, shame on you!

A. Samad Said was born on 9 April 1935

Famous poet & novelist who write good poem & novel.

Example, The Dead Crow.

Had fun in Memory Lane after that. Was playing the kids' caps all over & start to SS there, Hahs. But it is not in my camera. Oh I should promote this event.

Event : Donate Blood

Venue : Mid Valley

With your 1 time donation, you can save 3 lives!

I'm glad that Malaysians (who went to the event) are concerned about the victims in Japan or Myanmar or other places. I always wanted to donate my blood, but I'm not qualified. And I may die while donating my blood since I got Hemaphobia. Oh well, I need to start cure it ._.

I love the organizer being this punctual because they opened their gate 11pm straight. Everyone was holding a bag with Nikon's brand with camera inside I guess, aww jealous me!

It is the 3rd day, still crowded!

Went for a talk at the behind of the venue. The instructor was nice & interesting. He took interesting pictures over the Asia. Among the pictures he showed, I love the nature of a village in Thailand, Myanmar, Indonesia & so on. But I can't stand for too long since I've stand for 1 hrs & it was crowded. Went off to find teacher then.

SS time. Lumix is hers & Canon is mine.

I can't think of other poses except this. I love the color!

Had a great time SS with this. Omo teacher, I can't believe you can like this. HAHA. Rose was asking teacher to pose other way since teacher only smile naturally whenever taking pictures.

While waiting teacher's teddy bear, ex-boyf or hubby come & take her for their dating, she tried to do some make-up. Haha. Taken by Rose. & Rose was being scolded for taking this pictures. But still, I'm curious for teacher's make up thingy so we keep look & start to talk talk about that. Lol

After had lunch in McD & go for a walk in MidValley, back home! Haha :D

Ways to take good photo? Remember this - TA-B-LE.

TA - Target

B - Background

LE - Light Exxxxx.

Sorry I forgot about E. HAHA.

Conclusion is, I still love Canon. OH YOU'RE THE BEST!

Today, is 119th Anniversary for First Documented Ice Cream Sundae!

AHH SCREAM FOR SUNDAE! :)

Img Crs : Here

Nikon? Canon?

2011-03-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

I'm busy this month, again. Hah, last week went to Genting Highlands for the music award ceremony & this week? Mid Valley! Oh yes oh, I'm going Mid Valley for the Nikon Exhibition. And the following week? I gonna keep it as secret.

Buy me one? I'll love you for the rest of my life.

I'm so excited for the exhibition now. But I still prefer Canon. It has been a long time since my last visit to Mid Valley. I think I might lost in the middle of shopping! Haha.

School having English week this week. And Thursday having 2 hours long speech from don't-know-whoever-you-are. Hello whoever-you-are, please make your speech interesting, or else I really can fall asleep.

I'm feeling good these day. Sleep earlier than last time, do finish my homework before the deadline. And the reason is before, my phone bill already over the limit. I gonna die, oh please mum, don't scold me please!

More Music, More Life;

2011-03-27T17:09:00.000+08:00

I was cleaning my bookcase today & I saw my memories there, Haha. the biography that I asked my friends to write, the stickers I was crazy for when I was in P6, the report card that I keep since P1! The colorful books remind me of my primary memories again. I'm suppose to throw them away, but I grudge to do it.

Okay, stop being this emotional. That's not the main thing I wanted to say! Yesterday I went to MY FM music award ceremony. MY FM; More Music, More Life. That's their slogan for the ceremony.

The design of the stage is really nice! And as you can see, I sit VERY FAR! ):

I waited in the Arena since 7pm. And at the time is already crowded like stupid. All the fanz start shouting for their beloved artists. But me? Haha, I can't shout since I love almost everyone. And I have to take care of my image, or else my cousin who sit beside me will start poke on my head. They are really punctual bcs they really start at 8pm straight. I can see all the artists running from the backstage, very cute lah them!

Della Ding Dang also don't know? :P

Xu Jia Ying. Ohh her voice is lovely!

Who don't know him? The genius LeeHom!

Fahrenheit! Ya Lun wae you so sexy?

AK! Hehs :D

T&J! Their hair-style abit.. I don't know what do say.

Special performance from AK :)

AK! Wae you all look at there but not here? I miss you all lah :(

Who? Tuhan Kayu dengan Mata. This is what the MC said!

Oh sexy Jolin! I love your dance & I gonna learn it! :)

Funniest emcee ever in MY FM.

Okay, 4 of them, funniest ever!

The ceremony ends at 12am. And my eyes was freaking pain for wearing the lens over 12 hours. Oh sorry my eyes, I wasn't mean to hurt you. After having my "dipper", I reach home is about 3am. How nice, first time I reach home so late just because of this ceremony. But I think it is worth for me to do this!

Please don't go away, I need you,

2011-03-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

Holidays passed one week, very sad can? I'm still in my holidays mood, although it is already Wednesday now. Examination results give me a headache. Whenever I think about it, I'll start shouting for having the careless mistakes.

I should happy for this week. Though there's a cross country around the corner, but I'm not gonna to participate in. I'm not that type of person who can run for 5km then come back like nothing happen then sit there start to gossip. So I'll be in my photography thingy, selling ice-cream too! ♥ Having an ice-cream under the hot sun is really impeccable! But I still prefer for popsicle.

Love popsicle to the core! Muax ♥

Well, imma be in Genting this week to watch my idol-stars. Here comes my ideal 8th boyf, Andy!

His killing smile. Superb jealous his double eyelid okay?

I'm going to meet him this Saturday right after my cross country! Whee ♥ Opps addition, Andy is the middle ones.

Today the SPM result just came out. I see most of the science1 & 2 got good results. Oh I think I need to put more effort on my study now since my first standardize exam not going well. /jealous

zomg,

2011-03-15T22:59:00.001+08:00

-_- I srsly feel like bang myself onto the wall -_-

CAN YOU FIND ME CBOX NOW? HAHAHAHHAAAAA

心情地带,

2011-03-14T18:51:00.000+08:00

今天是雨天。我的心情也跟那雨一样，慢慢地下落，渐渐地沉默。是我想太多？还是心理作用？每一次的雨天，我都会显得特别安静，有一种很孤单的感觉。

刚刚站在门口遥望整个天空，乌云密布，雨丝纷飞，真叫人叹气。雨越下越大。粗大的雨点打在对面屋顶的瓦片上，掀起了一片片的小水花，像一成薄烟，笼罩在屋顶上，随风飘来飘去。雨水顺着屋檐流了下来，就好像断了线的珠子向下堕落，罗来练成了一条线，直冲向下，流入沟渠，地面都是一片水。斜打着玻璃窗子，像点着了一串串的连珠鞭炮。加上音乐播放器竟然每首歌都播着失恋歌曲。感觉上我好像刚刚失恋一样。只欠我没哭泣而已。

从小到大，我都觉得，天会下雨是因为有人做错了事，所以老天才会开始哭泣。今天，又有人做错事了吗？日本的居民怎么样了？大家还好吗？看到AK在微博上写着日本的情况，真叫人心疼。近来发生不愉快的事太多，这样一连串一连串地发生，让我不知所措。我无能为力，只能一直祈祷。虽然不比实际的行动好，但只要心有佛，佛也会在我们的身边，帮助我们。昨天看到新闻报道说小数的中国人在庆祝日本东京被海啸和地震侵袭的事件。这也太没良心了吧？虽然在18世纪日本人真的很残酷。但他们的政府不是所愿意照顾那些曾经被伤害的家族吗？如果不是日本，我看在科技方面都还远远抛在后头吧？真是不应该！

面子书上都在传明年世界末日的事实。但大家有没有想过？这些都是那些不负责任的人们造成的！随地的乱丢垃圾，焚烧垃圾，杀害野生动物只为了得到个人的利益，无节制地砍伐树木等等。这些都不是人类造成的吗？如果不是，那是谁呢？所以大家都有责任保护地球。今天开始不要再做些没道德的事了。不要等别人，因为等待是没有结果的。如果每个人都等某人行动才行动，那地球更快灭绝。那倒不如现在开始行动？虽然迟了些，但一点一点的力量，可以延迟一点地球即将灭绝的来临。

从雨开始写到雨刚刚停。主啊，你真的听到我的心声吗？既然世界掌握在你手中，那么请你让这地球长久下去。

P/S: 说了这么多，现在都还没完成我的功课。╭(╯^╰)╮
*P/S：音乐播放器啊，你可以不要再播放那些让人听到想哭的歌吗？还是我的电脑太多伤心歌曲啊？⊙﹏⊙b汗

Now playing : JYJ – I Can Soar

Dream High,

2011-03-12T18:46:00.000+08:00

I used almost 10hours on doing Chemistry homework but still not yet done. Watched Dream High today again. Was planning just watch for 2 episodes enough but I can't stop myself keep clicking on other's episodes, Heh. Mum was keep nag nag & nag for making her connection lag, Sorry ma :)

I love Hye-Mi aka Suzy (Miss A). Read the comments in FB fanz club just now. Why lah Hye-Mi, why you choose SamDong but not Jin Guk? Thanks FongXi for making me addicted to this drama.

Dream High! Make your dream go high!

From left to right, Uhm Ki Joon as Kang Oh Hyuk, Ham Eun Jung as Baek Hee, Taecyeon as Jin Guk, Suzy as Go Hye Mi, Kim Soo Hyun as Song Sam Dong, IU as Kim Pil Suk, Wooyoung as Jason & Lee Yoon Ji as Shi Kyung Jin.

Fyi, my sister went for Matta Fair yesterday & she already booked for a vacation in Bali, Indonesia.

The hotel.

The seaside!

I envy you sister, why don't you bring me along? :(

Hello holidays

2011-03-11T19:42:00.000+08:00

Next week is not a holiday. But I still can't feel it. English & Maths' teachers are totally insane today. OH WELL teachers I can't blame you since you said you're going to do it. But seriously, it is still, abcdefgf!

TOTALLY ME.

My couz & my mum were fighting for me indirectly yesterday. My couz asked me to accompany her to somewhere but my mum yesterday told me don't ever leave this house this weekend. Both are my closest & dearest ones. It is so hard to make decision ._.

Yesterday I watched a drama "DreamHigh" , & I think this is meaningful,

"For me, first-class students are those who have talent & work hard. Second-class students, are those who have average talent but still work hard. Third-class students, are those who are prejudiced."

But so sorry, the drama is a idol-school. To whoever write that script, /applause :D

Next Wednesday is having addtion class for Chemistry. Hope I remember & don't fall asleep, Heh.

P/S : Imagination is not a sin.

All the images resources are from weheartit.com

Six-sixth,

2011-03-10T18:26:00.000+08:00

I got back, er, 1.. 2.. 4 papers today. Everything turned out over my expectation, thank god. I srsly have no comments on this term papers. In fact, I saw the truth behind all over the things. I was thinking that, "Did I really make a good choice?" "Should I quit?" & other negative thoughts.

I'm being emotional these days. Amy & I were both talking about holidays plans & I almost started to cry when comes to it. I was thinking that, my grandma is still suffering in hospital how could I having fun over here? And so many problems come to my life again. Although it is not my problem but my sister, but I really hope everything goes well for her. God bless her.

I told my mum that my teacher read my hand & bla bla so on. She just ask me, "Why do you have problems? You're supposed to study. So your problem is just how to score." I was thinking that, "Hahah mum, everyone has their own problem. Even your problems can be mine too."

You failed, you fall.

I think I should go on for a vacation to relax my mind.

I found it far away,

2011-03-09T18:35:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah, I’m no longer hiatus since my examination ended today. All the papers go pretty well except for my Physics. I think I’m going to fail it since I didn’t read & ready for it.

My math’s teacher reads my hand today. At first I just agree with her with some. But after that I thought twice while sitting in the bus. I agree that I really keep everything to myself because it is not a must to tell everything out. & everyone has their own problems, why should I tell my problems to others and let them worry about that? She also said that she told my senior friend about her problem and end up she cried. Well, I don’t feel like crying but I feel touched. And my mind was thinking that.

“Thanks teacher, at least you know that I’m having problems.”

People might think I’m happy-go-lucky person but actually I’m not. Sometime I feel depressed over something but I don’t know say it out. I dislike this or hate that but I just let it be and try to compromise with it. Then she said that I’m a complicated person. I was like hahaha. But I think again, it is a yes. I can’t understand myself well but others people can. Nobody can understand self better than people’s eyesight. Maybe you think you understand well but it is just physically not attitudes or what. There’s a say in Chinese,

“Maybe you’re in confusion, but others can see through it can get it right.”

Up till 16, now only I know that people thinks I’m a complicated person. So yes, everything she said is correct.

Opps, I think should be today :)

wave to everywhere,

2011-03-05T16:55:00.000+08:00

Dont find me at any way,

I'm on hiatus.

Twitter, T-sina, Facebook. I at no where. But phone :P

JYJ live stream website is open now!

2011-03-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

Grand new open : Live Stream - JYJ HERE.

Heh, do you remember this? It is Edlyn who made for me :)

Woah I'm so freaking excited for the live streams now. I doesn't need to go other random website but this to watch what's up with JYJ! And it makes me still hesitating whether want to go for tuition or not.

Here some random picture to share with Cassiopeia :D

This picture is really funny! I love JJ's expression. /PS : this isn't gay :)

Exam is coming soon. I shall start to lock myself in the room & study, Study STUDY! I'm gonna meet my grandparents in two weeks, yay! Although it just passed 1 month but I miss them so badly. Let's countdown for,

2 weeks, 14 days, 336 hours, 20160 minutes & 1209600 seconds.

i love you, poe

Crs : Images, Images

21st Birthday for him,

2011-03-02T20:54:00.000+08:00

My post is gonna dedicated for HongKi today! He made me feel alive! Srsly I already know FT Island since ... years & I always ignore it. Everytime there's FT Island on some magazines that I bought, I'll always turn the page quickly. Hah, but now I think he is cute while acting in He's Beautiful! I miss his shiny blond hair!

Thought today is not his official birthday, but still,

Happy 21st Birthday Hong Ki!

HongKi said his birthday is on 6th February in Lunar Calendar, but I can't read Lunar Calendar! But I've check through 6th February in Lunar Calendar, he was born on 2 March! Aish HongKi why must you confuse me ._.

I jealous his big eyes :(

I know he love skull so big much. Everything is in skull. His iPhone, necklace, rings & even shirts! I always show to my sister and say that this guy having the same age with her but she always ignore me! Then she starts to give me lecture about why I always fall for this kind of guys who is so girlish & bla bla bla. No offences.

Anyway, I don't love him bcs of his appearance but his voice. He has a very special voice which is like Xiah! There's why he is the main vocalist in FT. Island. Hehs, currently addiction to their "Love Love Love"

Memories I kept since I leave,

2011-02-26T16:31:00.000+08:00

I miss my old school suddenly. The fresh air, the big field, the wind blows, it makes me feel comfortable.

I still remember us classmates love to play around at the fifth floor. Fifth floor is the place we have our addition class after school. Whenever there’s an addition class, we’ll rush from third floor to fifth floor to put our bags & then rush to canteen have our lunch, talk & laugh like nobody cares. AH, the special thing is; we 22 girls & 22 boys will sit in same row, but different table & admiring those who had their own lunch box. After had our quick lunch, then rush back to fifth floor again start to fool around? I miss the old times.

Since we’re the second ‘generation’ who uses this fifth floor, so everything is functioning well. The air-cond, the chairs & tables and of course the washroom! And the funniest thing is, girl’s washroom is just beside boy’s washroom. So whenever girls want to go to washroom will always pass through boy’s. Haha, then all the guys in the washroom will start to shout “Oi! Don’t see!” “Wei, don’t be perverted can anot?” blaa blaa so on. So what? We can’t see anything also since there’s a small wall there!

I look at them, I smile.

Before the class starts, then we’ll stand at the edge of the corridor, and enjoy the wind blows! So I love fifth floor lots especially when I’m having some problems with other things. Well, I enjoy Chinese class and English class a lot. When I was twelve, I srsly don’t know what is ‘saw’ & my English teacher’s name was Miss Saw. Everyone who educated well was keep laughing at her name but I kept quiet. Till the last day I only know what it is, silly me! Since there’s 22 boys & 22 girls in class our teacher always encourage us to sit with opposite appeal so that we won’t be shy in the future? But we still sit with good friends, Heh! When Chinese addition class in library, then everyone will starts to sigh because the class is quite boring actually. But your heartbeats will stop when teacher asked you a word that looks strange for you & you never check dictionary . The fact is, everyone who sits behind me was all guys and they love to tease me lots. So, sometime it is funny, sometime it is a bad thing. I can say that my boy’s friends are more than girls. That’s why most of girls dislike me I think.

But common sense la, everyone will start to gossip about who like who, who loves who, who hate who or who dates who, HAHA. Although things we had done are silly and childish, but we love it! If can, I wish I can back to standard 6 again. Not too much but just half year enough. /greedy.

Then, I met CheeLip & KhengKoon today.

yes, it's right. Let's go back there!

Grins into the mirror,

2011-02-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

My tuition Chemistry teacher is having her degree gradual or what the heck it isit? I can't remember at all. I just know that it is something after the degree, Hah. But I'm quite envy her since she can continue her studies although she is 4x now.

So now, STPM/ A level?

My dad agreed to buy me a car? Ahh, but I think it is impossible & I don't want to get a car also. I enjoy being fetched by people, Heh. Forgive my selfishness but sometime when someone fetches you to somewhere, it is kind of enjoying. Especially you can sleep while someone is driving, woo :D

My blog track down system is functioning again. But I still don't understand what happened to my cbox. Cbox system annoys me srsly. -_-

Tomorrow having my BM oral test, wish me luck.

She says, He says,

2011-02-20T21:21:00.004+08:00

Since I chose jondaenmal languages, I think I should talk / write politely, ehmm.

Yesterday was Saturday & I went to my old classmate but current schoolmate. Hah, everyone had a marvelous, wonderful, fantastic & great night. Had dinner in her house. Well, Shirley & I were eating non-stop while everyone was like "I'm full." "I don't want eat anymore." "I don't want anymore. Thanks!"

This is the specifically about old good friends. We dont feel shy. Haha, people like us - Shirley & I!

Fireworks spark like shining glows!

People I like.

But sadly to say everyone went back early. But still okay, I had my heart-to-heart conversation with XinYu. We talked from South to North, Ground to Sky, Bottom to Peak! Hah, it is funny & somehow grieved moments. Well, I still like it. Reading the storybook about horoscope & Galaxy, amazing!

I went back around 11. I asked my sister who also my counselor a very simply question.

" Are you still contact with your old school friends? Good friends? "

And she told me this,

" Never. No one in the school could be your friends especially girl's school. Anyone can betrays you at anytime. By that time, you won't feel surprises but you'll wake up. "

Okay sister, I'll bear it in mind though I still can't understand about your good quote. Well, I'm not looking forward for my social rebelliousness but I wonder how is it look like.

Fight? Pain? Love?

Are you worth it? Prove it then.

She says, It is a process you'll get into. In the end, you'll get better, stronger & fabulous. So don't try to be upset when you face it. Prove it that you are having a great life. Remember? You're unique, the only one.

Jun always say - Love is pain. No pain? No love.

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Since when it happens?

2011-02-19T18:27:00.001+08:00

jondaenmal (존댓말) or banmal (반말)?

I'll choose jondaenmal languages while taking to you.

No doubts, I don't know what happened, just that.

It's the time to make it true.

College = Trends + Fashion + Style + Gossips?

2011-02-19T16:20:00.001+08:00

My history teacher shared her experiences & happy moments in her University life ytd. I can see that she really enjoyed in her University life. And now, she makes me wanna go college badly!

This is what we usually do during our high school.

Isn't it true?!

I didn't do that. Hmm, okay I did it like once or twice in month! But I have friends who did this everyday! It's kinda funny, for me. Let me talk about college life that I always dream about.

My college in my dreamland is something like this,

It's kind of Harry Potter's magic school!

And the teacher will be teaching in this style!

HAHA, The black board really, awesome!

And maybe, you can see some hawt guys with bff around. Like this,

Asian Hawt Guy!

Or maybe like this?

Oh, he looks like Nate in Gossip Girl! xo

So which one do you prefer? For me I'll choose that second! Isn't it kind of proud when you have a oversea boyf? Oh okay I know boyf is not a toy for showing off but maybe you could do that if you think your boyf really hawt! But the main problem you have to considerate is, Communication. I miss Nate in Gossip Girl now, xoxo.

After finish the classes, maybe you can hang around with your new friends!

The sunlight, the freshness of the air. /breathe

Trends, fashion & style, some gossips perhap for Us!

It could be enjoyable time when you spent with friends!

Don't ever think of assignments during college! It can make your life miserable. Does anyone having fun when you're talking assignments all the time? Although physiologist makes this conclusion after surveys.

"Human's most happiest moments is when they are busy."

Screw that person who concludes this. If this is right but why there's so many people around the world die because of depression? It doesn't means that busy all the time but sometime! No offences!

Oh btw, I surfed net & I found this again.

What a good advice!

So yeah, the major problem for entering college will be the money crisis for most people? So, be glorious if you're in college now. If the picture stated about was US Dollar 7.25, convert to Ringgit Malaysia will be around RM25/hr. So cherish the time and spent it wisely!

Oh maybe you'll meet the right person in your college or U. So this may be your wishes.

The checklists stated above, I have 65% in my mind.

So future is in our own decisions, I shouldn't spoil my college life due to my lazy-ness!
So please study well now, you'll enjoy later!

Cr : Images

School,

2011-02-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

Why is form5 life need to do research so much?

I've got my EST projects, Biology, Chemistry perhaps & many many more! Ah, I hate doing research! Anyway, exam is coming. Whee :P

Twilight shines, dream comes true.

2011-02-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

Miracle does happen! Wah, I'm so happy now. My dream comes true! Do you believe that? I went on a double eyelids surgery. I'm been influenced by Ga-In who acts in "All My Love" & she keep talk about double eyelids surgery.

Double Eyelids! ♥

Forgot what I've typed just now. But this is serious, I got my double eyelids after I woke up from my rest. God loves me. I always dreamy that I get my double eyelids after my nap & now it did! Hah, doesn't it sounds like a miracle? You can check through my profile pictures I never get a double eyelids eyes before. Well, now I have it! And it is passed 12 hours, I hope it won't get disappeared after today.

How I wish I could be like them! /greedy.

By the way, did any Starbucksaholic get a card from the baristas before this? Oh don't get it?

Starbucks-a-holic, my new word. Don't it sounds nice? I'm one of it.

Oh well, as you can see, I finished the stamps! Oh yeah, getting 12 Starbucks coffees in 1 & a half months isn't a easy thing for me. I went to Genting Highland's, Centro's, JJ Bukit Raja's & Setia Alam's. But sadly to say, the book shelf is out of stock when I bought Starbucks coffee in Setia Alam, what an unlucky me! But anyway, I got a small Starbucks keychain from the barista which acquire you to drive thru there. Everyone, let's get it! Hah.

Chocolate cream chips, my favorite! ♥

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. How is poe going to celebrate? Me? I'm sure will stay at home & stick to my computer or homework! Perhaps I can go my couz's house celebrate her birthday too! & my Valentine's wish is;

Find A Real Man.

Who's gonna be? Nobody knows, xo.

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Knock me down? I'll crack it first.

2011-02-12T14:24:00.000+08:00

I changed my freaking e-mail. Oh yeah. My previous yahoo email was not working and now I created one. xiying@live.com.my. Hah, I love this e-mail since I no need to type any special character like number. Current e-mail is too long and this, just my name, that's the only part I love. Was thinking to put jaeying at first but then it is kinda, weird.

Yesterday I was damn fking pissed off with a guy who speaks like a jerk.

To that typical person,
We don't really close, so please mind your words & your own business. Your words really annoy me. I tried to speak with you nicely but you make it even worse. That's fine, that's your problem. Your attitude, your words are epic fail. That's the reason why I hate people who is not educated well.

Okay, chill baby chill. Luckily I surfed net & saw a very nice phrase that could chill myself out. & every sentences in that phrase is really nice. Well, I think the most meaningful is,

一个人如果不能从内心去原谅别人，那他就永远不会心安理得。

If one's can't forgive a person with their truth heart, then he will not get the peace forever.

YES, I FORGIVE YOU. I'm not gonna kill my million cells or billion perhaps on you. I need my cells for my growth. So I should calm myself down for my own sake.

Chill :)

I found myself not as active as last time when comes to updating the blog. Seriously, this year is tough & busy for me. Everything seems like so different. But I enjoy study! Teachers make me go crazy about school & homework and now, I love school :D

Cr : Banner, Phase

Everything change.

2011-02-09T18:05:00.002+08:00

My Chinese New Year is kind of boring this year. Even the fireworks just not as interesting as last year. But surprisingly, I can see stars there. Not just one, but lots! That's something I haven seen for ages! The stars just twinkle like, so breathtaking! Luckily my childhood places haven changed much and the air there still fresh.

Anyway, I not gonna talk about my celebration of New Year this time. Because there's nothing interesting to share about.

Well today is the school reopen day, our school is gonna have a small "hall" since the roof is already up! Anyway, I don't know why, I feel like it is a waste, this is just my point of view. Srsly I don't know why our principal suggested this project out. I know the sunlight is getting brighter and hotter. But we only have our assembly one in two weeks. And the teachers just have to stand for around 30 minutes for it. What for we need this? I think it is better we renovate our library. All the books, tables, chairs, computer, system, sofa.

EVERYTHING NEED TO CHANGE!

My elementary school's library is not as cool as my primary school's. My primary school's library has air-cond, nice cushions, lot of books from all around the world, everything is computer's system. So far, this is the best library I went before.

I'm kind of emo these days. For some particular reasons. So I fell & felt it.

I dont mind, so how about you?

2011-02-04T18:07:00.000+08:00

Wah, this is the first time I post something via iPhone. Kind of nervous actually! Hehs, my CNY celebration was awesome! Since today is the second day of CNY, I need to go to my mum's siste's house.

Okay, I start to miss my grandparents, cousins and relatives now!

I shall update later, still can't get used of using iPhone! conclusion, I hate touchscreen's phones D:

When things don't get right, go left then.

2011-02-01T01:43:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna share about something. Hmm, How to become a good blogger. This is something I saw from a random website last time but I forgot which website it from. Anybody know please leave a message & let me know. And now, I just got a feeling of sharing them & write my opinions. I just write what I remember, sorry!

Fact #1 , You don't have to update your blog every time. Yes, everytime!

Of course you can update yourself via blog. But make sure it is really interesting for you post.

The other reason you don't have to keep update is because you should remain your freshness of your blog, let your readers be excited for your every post. But the period don't be too long, 2~3 days will do!

Fact #2 , Please don't ever post stupid stuffs.

Of course you can post your stupid stuffs. But don't too much! If you wanna to do so, please write it in your own diary because I don't think so your readers will interested with it unless they are your stalkers.

Example (1) : "I brush my teeth with X brand toothpaste"
Tell me, who is gonna interested with me? Unless the toothpaste is really expensive!
Example (2) : " I ate butter toast & drank milk "
Who never see butter toast or milk before? Tell me, I'll treat her/him.
Example (3) : "I went there and saw cats & dogs, they are so cute."
Please lah, who want to know about that? Unless you posted some pictures how unique it is.

Fact #3, Renovate your blog regularly.

Isn't this easy to understand? Which means re-design your blog regularly. Of course you can add something interesting at the side bar like your profile, wishlist, chat box or the latest hottest application like Twitter & Plurk. Any other else recommended? For Chatbox, I recommend poe to use Cbox or ShoutMix. These 2 are good applications that I know. FOC okay.

Fact #4, Don't let your music plays in your blog!

Yes yes, you can insert music at your HTML box. Don't put it automatically play itself. Sometime it is kind of disturbing & annoying. Okay for me, my house's network is used for 3 computers/lappy. So sometime the connection flows isn't well. Then when I click into friend's blog, the music starts to play. I have to search for the pause button everytime. In short, you're the one who love the music but aren't your readers. So just writing at the lower part of the music player the list of song. If they want to hear, they'll play it themselves.

Fact #5, make your blog post interesting!

How interesting? Just add some pictures laa. If you're hanging out with your friends, post the picture you guys took during the hang out. But don't post picture that everyone would know about it. Example, picture of water. Who doesn't know what is water? Pity that poe then. Like now. I'm writing so much without pictures, don't you all think this is so boring? If you are saying not, maybe because you are interested with these. But don't just think for yourself, think for the others too!

Fact #6, don't ever think of plagiarize other people's works.
You can share what you've seen. But please credit that person who did that thing. Pity that people who create those artworks. It is tiring I know. I can understand because I once wanted to create some nice blogskin just like how other bloggers do. I also experienced this before. I never credit the owner & the result is, I got insulted by the owner's fanz & friends. I even wanted to quit blogger life because of this. So, not even a single thing you should missed out if you took something from somewhere. A small little icon or picture also have to list down their name at the side of "Court of Honor".

Fact #7, don't use the real name.
Clear? it is like, when you're talking bad about someone, clever a bit okay? Don't ever use their real name. Even your screen name also shouldn't use the real name because they may sue and bring you to the court if it is against the law. This is what I've read thru the newspaper months ago. Have you poe heard of malignity? or Slander? Or calumniate? So this is it. But my advice for you, it is better don't say something bad in the public, you may get hurt.

That's all I can remember. Hah, hope you guys did enjoy my post. SORRY FOR NO PICTURE HERE. Because it is already almost 2am & I'm so lazy to find interesting picture to post here. So sorry!

Show em' what's your worth.

2011-01-30T03:27:00.000+08:00

Last 17 hours, was hanging' out with my friends, buddy, partner, bestie, BFF. First outing in 2o11, for me. Hmm, wonder when will be the next? I think we are getting busy & busy since this is a form 5 life.

Shopping around & bought a Tee. It's the same with that threeeee bffs. If you ever get a chance & hang out with us, you'll see it, Hehs. Whatever you think, I don't care. Bitchin' around, that's your problem. I may rude or impolite to you. What are you going to do? Talking bad all the way? Cursing all the way? Okay, I'm not gonna sacrifice my 12millions of cells on you. Respect if you wanna be respected.

My mum drove to Jusco to fetch me just now. I told her that I was in the bus & on the way home. But she never scold me, this is weird! When I asked her again where did she drop by, she told me Bukit Raja. And my sister even worse, she thought I went to sunway & she was thinking fetch me back after she finished her work. I told my mum that I wanna buy that odm watch when we were having dinner. Since she keep quiet, means I succeed, yay me! What am I trying to say? Simple & Easy, I'm loved by my family.

I think next time I should claim a iPhone 5 & see what's my parent's reaction. Will they buy? HAHA.

Finally, I watched "Great Day". I love this movie damn god much!

Ask me how was it, I can tell you, it was impeccable.
Ask how long I've cried, I can tell you, 1 hour non-stop.
Ask me why is it nice, I can tell you, it is really touching & meaningful.
Ask me what I rated, I can tell you, it is 5 over 5!
Ask me describe & tell, I can tell you, why not get your ass off & watch it now?!

Seriously you'll cry if you watched it. Unless your system is a bit abnormal or you're just freaking cold blooded. Don't hide your feeling, just cry. "This is not my style." Don't crap this in front of me. I won't believe. Aren't everybody has feeling?

Here is music to share. Every time I hear, my heart is aching. I miss them. :(

My advice to everyone,

Don't ever being obscene & indecent in the public. This is Malaysia, not USA.

When there's something reminds me of you, it hurts me lightly.

2011-01-28T22:00:00.001+08:00

Wheeee. It's Friday babe! Finally get sometime to update my blog. I finally understand why is Friday being loved by all the students. After I've been doing my board stuffs for about 2 days, I never get enough rest until today! Wow, so today I'll be sleeping as early as possible, Hah.

Cream puff with me!

As promise, I took the picture of cream puff! Now my blog is officially puffy-milk, yay! Don't mention about the milk, I think most of poe know what is it. And the day after I eat my cream puff I unsealed my milk. Oh god, my milk is spoiled & I drank almost half cup of the milk. And when I was in the school I can feel the smelly-ness in my mouth, zomg. Let me share about the spoiled milk, it seriously sucks like drinking the vinegar. And my Eclipse is gonna finish half for the day! Surprisingly, I don't have any sickness like stomachache or what for almost 72 hours! Lol, this is weird.

Okay all this are not the main thing I wanna say! The main point is,

Happy CNY holidays to all my beloved poe!

I know everyone waited this for so long. And today while in the last period everyone was so exciting to go back home. But me?! I stayed back until 3 just to do my board. I'm satisfied with my Photography's board but then my GirlGuide's board is a bit, blank. I shall re-do again & add some information. I saw juniors while they entered the class & they told me there's no AJK for the board in afternoon session. So I have to ask the list from teacher again and do it myself? Okay good then, no one will ruin my board!

I love photographic. Thanks dad, xo.

Anyway, CNY is coming soon. But I have to be more hardworking on my homework so that I can enjoy my holidays! Though teachers said that it is better to do some revision during this holidays but who's gonna have the mood to study? I'm not insane, I need spaces to breathe.

Something meets my eyes & I fall for it. My current watch, Odm Pixel's strap is gonna break so I think it is the time for me to buy a new baby. Hah, after being advised by my sister, I decided to buy Odm Daze for my 17th birthday. Of course laa I gonna ask my parent to pay, Hahaha!

Odm Daze white.

Though my sister will nag for once because it is just almost similar design to my current watch. But she did not, niceee. Don't ask me why I love odm so much. I think it is nice that's all. And actually you can check out their design at here. Last 2 year I bought Pixel White. Can't believe myself can use this watch for almost two year. Hah, Pixel has the same birthday as mine because I purchased it on my 15th Birthday, Yay!

Okay well, as expected, teacher always the best. Give us so many homework during this holidays. So is this counted as my revision? We have A.maths, Chemistry, Physic, English especially & Bahasa Melayu. Wow, since I semi-done my boards & passed up my moral assignment. I finally can relax! A big two cross in my Notebook now, I lovin' it! So now just left some parts of the boards & XinYu's khidmat that's all! Wish me good luck, poe :)

Cr : Photo

How I wish, there's the chance for me.

2011-01-26T20:04:00.000+08:00

Though I shouldn't blog at this time because I have lot of works waiting for me now! But still, I can't stop myself. Yesterday I went to Chemistry tuition class at night & Miss Linda was talking about iPhone for almost half an hour! Nice ones teacher, I first time see that you can talk nonsense during your class too, Hah.

Miss Linda said :

" If there's sometime make you addicted to it or out of control. Please delete it out of your life so that it will not getting too serious like drugs. "

Okay sorry I can't do this. I already been a Cassiopeia for 5 years! I can't stop myself being this unfaithful, Hah. My mum I threw almost thousand on all these things. Since she never stop me, I should continue it then, Heh. She even know which artists I love. Especially TVXQ & JYJ. Hah, this is one of the thing I kinda of myself for having this understanding mummy. Thank you, mum :)

Anyway, this is not the important thing today. Today is 26 Jan, babe!

Happy Birthday to my beloved KimJaeJoong.
And Happy Birthday to all the Cassiopeia too! Our husband is officially 26 now.
2 more years he is gonna to enter army? Aww, I gonna miss him.

Okay this is him! What a lovely 'daddy'

I feel sincere. But busy-ness make me life worse. So I shall off to my works now, cyas poe! CNY is coming. For the next post, it is gonna be.. please look forward toward it :D

I hope this remain forever ; happiness.

2011-01-22T23:26:00.001+08:00

I don't know which words are suitable to describe my feeling now. I am as hyper as a lark. Hahs, I can go high over a little thing I have, because I cherish everything. Woah, so what can I say more? I am feel today just impeccable, everything seems great for me!

Sorry you might need to turn your head.
So it is JYJ'S sticky notes & calendar!

Let me erase the question marks on your head. You might think that this is just lil tiny thing. Maybe everyone has it. I wanna make thing clear that, all these just simple materialistic stuffs, but it means different. They sit airplanes all way from Korea. Hahs, yes. This is souvenirs that my cousin buy me from there. As I said, I can happy over little things. The reason is because I got everything I want, I don't need unnecessary things. Even if you buy me an eraser or pencil, I'd happy for it. So buy me something useful but not decorative next time. Or else, I gonna abandon the gifts you gave me. No matter who you are, what you gave. That's the things I wanna make 'em clear.

Comes to kpops again! Hah, I'm quite satisfied today. Most of the artists I love, they tweeted about their daily life or what with their personal picture. So I'm waiting for JYJ to tweet today. Hmm, 30 minutes from now. Hope they tweet something before I go sleep.

I gonna have my first cream puff later

Don't worry, for sure I'll post the cream puff tomorrow. Hah, finally I get the chance to eat cream puffs after I created this website for about 2 years I guess? Lol at myself, epic fail. Cream puff with milk, how is it gonna be? Will it be nice? I think it will! :)

Don't ever think about it, it's already over.

2011-01-22T15:28:00.001+08:00

Okay I don't know why are you hiding this from me. Maybe you want me to have some tough time or what, I don't know. But I'm telling you now, I knew! So, what else can I say? Hmm. Since the day I choose this, I've know what's gonna to happen. SO, I don't care about it. You can say it is a mistake I've made, bad mistake. But you know me well, I won't make the same mistake. Though I'll regret for some reasons. But still, it is better I regret for the whole life! Isn't there's so many other choice, Hahs :D

Back to school today was okay. Teachers didn't give much homework, maybe it is a weekend! Wow, another weekend is here again. Hahs, so I gonna have 6 days off. Since today is the 5th day, 1 more day left. After next week, I gonna have 1 week break for CNY. Yayy, finally Chinese New Year is coming! Finally I can meet my dearest ones ♥ , I miss you now.

You know, I love you.

Forget what I've wrote yesterday, *erase your mind* I wrote nasty things. So better don't bother about it. Guess what? I'm gonna go shopping tomorrow, Hehs! I don't know how many hundreds or thousands I gonna dumb tomorrow. Hope I get some goodies tomorrow. I wanna buy shoes, a bag & hmm, it's my privacy, Harsh.

Well, I gonna save another hundreds for JYJ's concert & CDs. Ahh VIP ticket, you better don't run away from me! Oh and, iPhone 5 is gonna out soon. So it will be another thousands :o

Cr : Banner

Ring Ding Dong, Grrinngg

2011-01-21T18:19:00.002+08:00

HEY GUYS, I GONNA BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.

Yay me, I'm actually quite excited after I, myself getting better and better! Hah, but sad to say that actually I have quite a lot of homework waiting for me, sigh. Now I really wish I have 48 hours in a day, I'll be glad.

Thanks poe for sending me warm wishes, I feel it. Hah, and really thank poe so much, I'm getting better.
I shall update again later. Now I'm busy with homework, cyas poe. I gonna share something you might be interested.

I don't mind if you don't care.

2011-01-20T19:25:00.000+08:00

Today is the 6th day. I still having headache, body aching but luckily is better than yesterday. Maybe I'm gonna recover soon? Oh, I hope this is real. I need my voice back badly, I really can't live without singing. These day I always launch my Walkman without singing the songs out loud, this is sadden me ):

My homework haven't finish. But tomorrow I need to pass up all of them, gosh! Maybe I gonna rush tonight all of it tonight, sigh. Tomorrow I'll be back to school again. Hmm, hope I don't faint while walking to the bus station, God bless me. As a reminder for self,

Karangan, A.maths 2, Komsas notes, Physics & finally the most important is Moral!
Can I manage to finish all? Hmm, I guess no. But I'll try my best of best.

My appetite isn't as good as last time anymore. Feel like I myself having Nervosa. Oh haha, maybe I think too much? I can't take any heavy food like curry, sambal & blaa blaa blaa so on. Aww, I miss the food. Life isn't that enjoyable without delicious food. I hate to eat medicine. Of course, who would love medicine? My medicine can't last for 4 days. Since today is the third day, I hope my sickness will recover by tomorrow because I don't have much medicine left, zomg.

Today is birthday celebration for Chung & Serjay. So sorry I can't manage to attend the event. Argh, my mom doesn't allow me to go out because of my sickness! Ugh, I hate this. I feel myself being left out & I have the feeling, kind of bad. Ugh viruses, I hate you, please go away!

Lemon cake? HAHA. Geez, I start to miss Lemon Tea!

Back to Kpop again. Adam couple has ended their virtual marriage last Saturday. Aww, I gonna miss them badly! I said before that I surely will cry while watching the last episode & I seriously did! I even said that I won't go to the school next day after I watch & I also did it! Lol, I'm not kidding.

They forever will remain in my mind & heart, I love you, adam couple! x

I suddenly have a feeling of.. wanna go to the beach after watched WGM! OMG D:

Cr : Picture

How many times I've told myself, not to think about you again

2011-01-19T22:27:00.003+08:00

Maybe I'm a bit emotional today, I check through your Facebook, your friends' Facebook & even your girlfriend's Facebook. Yeah compared to her, she is prettier & more talented than me. Okay, this is not the first time I check through these. But everytime I check, it hurts me lightly. Can't we have a good conversation?

Cause baby you're a firework.
Come on show 'em what your worth

I skipped my school. Yes, it's true. I skipped my school for 2 days. Thought that I could get myself a fully attendance since this is the last year in this school. Sadly to say, I failed! Since tomorrow is Thaipusam, so tomorrow is a holiday! So I gonna have 3 days off, how nice. Anyway,

Happy Thaipusam to all the Hindus friends!
Hope you guys do enjoy while celebrating this event. Tell me interesting parts!

Oh, my sickness hasn't recover yet, FML. How many days I gonna suffer again? I know this is the punishment from God. Oh God, please forgive me for what I've done. I'll change my bad habits & attitudes. And I'll start to do kinds for the rest of life without looking for the repays.

Tomorrow I'll be a bad girl, a bad child. Just like what Miss A sang,

You don't know me, so shut up ~~boy~~ poe!

Cr : Miss A - Good Girl Bad Girl

Cr : Banner

Suffering, Depressing

2011-01-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

I'm sick. Ugh, coughing ; having a bad flu, high fever. My condition never goes until this bad. And I feel like I, myself dying. Just like the dead zombie. I hope I can get well soon. Oh god please, I don't wish I had H1N1 or Influenza A or whatever serious sickness. I don't wanna die so fast :(

Today? just okay. Was kinda nervous in the morning at first then after that I feel everything is okay. My presentation wasn't as good as I expected, I think I only got 1x marks for that. But it is okay, as long as I done it, YAY ME! I gonna sit at the side and shake my legs every Monday & watch my friends present. *evil laugh*. So 2 more important events on this week. Tomorrow will be having EST presentation, but I'm not gonna to suffer in school tomorrow? Another ones is my Moral folio, I think I gonna rush this today since tomorrow I having tuition whole day, pity me.

OOhh, I hope teacher don't give us ton of homework tomorrow! Tomorrow having History for 3 periods, Biology for 2 periods, EST for 2 periods, A.Maths for 2 periods and Maths for 1 period. But I think I can predict that we're going to have A.maths & Maths homework, Hah! That's why I love Tuesday :D

The far away part, I need you.

Please wish me get well soon. And I'll be taking care of myself. Thanks poe :)

I hate today, really.

2011-01-12T18:01:00.002+08:00

Today is kind of worse. I can't believe myself woke up late in the morning. And of course, I'm late for school for about 15 mins. Today, 12 Jan is my first time I late for school in my high school life. Yes I’m serious, I never late for school before except today! Isn't my alarm working or what? Or maybe I was too tired? Every Tuesday is a nightmare for me. I need to stay in school for 10 hours then go tuition for another 6 hours. I spent almost 2/3 of my day just to study! Oh god, how I wish there will be 48 hours in Tuesday!

I’m such a busy person just like the CEO in a company. I’m totally stressed out. 4 more notice boards waiting for me, presentation as my oral test, builds up a model of a roller coaster, write synopsis for a story every twice in a month & so on. I’m a human, not a robot. Please think whether I can do it or not but not just picking me because I know how to. I lost my inspiration and interests for arts & I hate arts since that day I quit learning arts. Why are you guys pulling me back to the world again?

I finally understand why is our Prime Minister thinks that “1 Malaysia” is so important these days. I can see the true color of this world now. Wow, I never regret for sitting bus home, I should be glad. Okay today, bus is kind of crowd since it is the time for the schools’ activities end and private schools’ students finish their studies. I wonder, do the private schools teach “1 Malaysia” concept? I’m home just for a while. And just now there was quite lot of primary kids sitting bus home. Yes, the bus is really crowded. And I heard one of the students from private school is saying “omg, they are so smelly. I hate this smell. That’s why I don’t like ___.” I shouldn’t name the race relation. Yea, just because of this kind of people, this world has so much racist problems. Aren’t people who enters private school should be more polite and courteous? So what can I say? They spoil their image and their school image too. And I think these people really can send them to Sekolah Wawasan so they know how to respect other people :)

Okay let’s have an imagination now. Let’s think, you have a friend, who is so close with you. She/He did quite lot things for you that really helped you a lot especially you’re in trouble. But your mind thinks that “Yes, they should do this because she/he is my friend, of course she/he has to help me lah. If not I will hate her/him to the core!” Then you’re so wrong! Your friend isn’t your maid okay? Why should they do these things for you? Aren’t they having their own things to do? Why do they help you so much? There’s only two reasons.

One, they love you and they care for you. Of course the love is not only lovers. It can be friendship or family! Second, they hated you so much and trying to make your life worse.

But most of the reason is ONE. And now you are just like a kid who thinks that it is their “responsibility” to do all these things for you. What if they did not help you or failed to help you when you’re in trouble? Then you two have to be enemy? Just because of a small tiny thing then relationship go worse. In the end, who will care about the good and care? So, be thankful every time. If not, what for the thanksgiving session exists? I really hope everyone will care about the people around you.

Where's the peace? Smiles?

Okay, my storytelling ends here. There will be more and more complains in my blog. Soon, it will be a site for me to release my stress, Hah. So I must change, I need to think positively start from now. Life isn’t that hard right? There are always ups and downs in our life. So enjoy every moments you have. In the later age, it will be your sweet memories ever. JUST LIKE ME, I’m not that old but I miss my primary school life.

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You said you will do it, but you break it.

2011-01-08T15:56:00.002+08:00

“I’m getting so frustrated, so I’m going to write a few things…
No matter how I see it, this isn’t right.
How could you repay kindness with ingratitude…
Do you really not feel who they are and how much they’ve cared for you?
It’s inevitable for everyone to change, but I’m getting scared now.
They started this because they liked music and the stage, but where has that all disappeared to now?
It’s upsetting, truly…”

“After keeping it in after sometime, I’m leaving this message because I feel this has gone too far. Does (he) not remember the old days when we said we’d work hard together? We were happy even when we were practicing. Did (he) really forget the times when we thought going on broadcast even just once felt like a dream? I’d like it if (he) could look in the mirror once again and think whether (he) has forgotten his rookie mindset~ I understood and forgave them for leaving us without a single word so they could find their own paths, but I don’t know why they are making fools out of people who are quietly doing well by saying all kinds of these absurd lies and hurtful sayings.”

“Enemy (敵): An opponent who wants to fight or hurt another.
Ingratitude (背恩忘德): An attitude of one throwing away their indebtedness to someone and betraying them.
In other words, saying that my family wants to fight or hurt another is an attitude of one throwing away their indebtedness to them and betraying them!”

I just don't give a damn on that shit. Although I said this to myself infinity times, but I still can't control myself. SME really disappointed me. I can't believe those ex-families can insult, affront Junsu like this. I don't want mention their names, what a humiliation. You're completely ruining your image. Thought you guys were happy family? Oh so now who left SME are known as betrayer? So happy family just past tense and no longer present tense? Bull Shit, this is so unreasonable! Please make up for your 'brilliant' minded.

TVXQ for real. I always wishing upon the stars. I wish they'll together again. But now?

I hate two-faced people, now they are. You make me no choice. I hate you. I wish you'll down completely.

Junsu's tweets,

This is not true..this is not how it should be..I came to believe that..I thought we had the same thought..that for the 5 of us, they are the enemy..it looks though that they are not the enemy for all of us..expressing gratitude to those people..who we came to think as our enemy..it seems there's a lot that happened in the time that we cannot be together..I'm so tired;

I intend to..think..and hear only good thoughts..I've been doing that but..it's hard to do that today..even if we're apart..this should not be, hyung..those are the thoughts we used to share..why..why are you like that.

Is that really matter? So please do care your own business, mind your words and keep your mouth shut!

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The first week, everything is new for me ;

2011-01-07T17:47:00.000+08:00

Finally it is Friday! A day that I've been waited for 5 days!

Don't get misunderstood for that. I don't mean that I don't like school or hate school. I love school, of course I love! Remember? I was so excited for first day of the school! I love school, but these days I feel like I'm going to be insufficient. Teachers give lot of assignments. Maybe it is the final year for us, so we have to work harder! Even the timetables for Science Classes have been extending to 2 o'clock, how tiring.

The first week of school is quite tiring actually. I think I've been listened to 10 lectures from my subjects' teachers. I know all the teachers hope we can success in our SPM. They encouraged us to do our things well, so that we'll not give up easily. They also told us tips to success, Lol. Even Physic teacher asked us to do our own resolution for 2011. I wonder what will she replies me after she read my resolution, Hah.
Today our class teacher is funny. She was asking us about what we, students worry about. FOR ME, my worries just simple.

Studies for sure, sleeping hours, homework, tuition, school activities, projects that I’m handling currently, relationship between my family & friends, what to eat for lunch & dinner, when is my favorite artists going to update their Twitter/T-sina, when is TVXQ going to have JYJ+Homin, when is my mum decided to shift the house and lastly of course is MONEY!

Okay I know it is all funny, funny thingy ; Lame, lame thingy. But all these are my worries! I can worry for anything, everything at anytime, every time. That’s why sometime I hate being a girl. Girls have so many emotions & faces. Especially comes to hormone changes, it is really irritating! Why girls just can’t be simply. I think the world will be more peaceful, Lol. That’s a point of mine, no offenses.

That’s something I want to share. I think nowadays the children really been pampered a lot. Yesterday I went into my mum's car after my tuition. And someone parked his/her car at the turning point of the road. It is seriously obstruct the road and even make traffic jam. Hello uncle/aunty, I know you love your children, but can you park the car properly at the proper place? It’s not your area! Then another aunty I guess, she wants her children her child can straight goes into the car right after her child come out from the tuition. So she sit in the car and waiting her child to come out. And she is waiting right at the main road. Everyone behind her keep horning and horning. But I think that lady is a deaf, that’s why she can’t hear anything and move her car. Just because of that stupid car, I reached home 1 hour after my tuition finished, Haih. Uncles & Aunties, can you please think for others first instead of your child?

I not gonna miss you ; I mean it.

2011-01-02T12:15:00.001+08:00

My blog just being so dead again. These days I don't know why I just don't feel like updating it. I spent myself too much on Korean dramas and movies and those awards! I even abandon my Facebook, Twitter & T-sina, AHA. The power of Korea :D

Oh well, school is gonna reopen. I'm freaking looking forward to it! I haven't buy my school bag, Hah. How am I gonna go to school without my school bag? Ma, you so evil. I told you about this and you acting like you don't care, so bad! Aww, I miss the laughter in my school. Since it's gonna be schooling day. I cut my nails., remove the nails polish. AH, *tears*

Ah, I miss you :(

Long time ago, I went to shopping with my cousins. I saw this this :)

I want the cups! ):

I wish to be like him. Read the description tqvm :)

My fishy died few days ago. Ah, R.I.P okay? No one is gonna bully you now :)

I hate the fish who bite you until like this! >:(

Well, 5th of January! What a big day for me. TVXQ is gonna have a comeback album! Whee. And JYJ is gonna appear on SBS Good Morning. Ma, I hate you for never buy astro for me. I want Astro! And I can't believe I gonna used up my 4G memory cards for my phone in a year. My phone is lag like shit now, zomg. I think I need to remove something unnecessary. But it mostly are songs, NO! This is the disadvantages for loving too much artists, Hah wth! :D

It Could Be Marvelous Year,

2011-01-01T11:02:00.003+08:00

It's has been a long time I wake up this early. Hah.

Yesterday watched MBC Gayo DaeJun and KBS Drama Award at once. It is quite tiring actually because I watch KBS is because of JYJ and watch MBC is because of quite a number of my favorite artists. Anyway, congrates to beloved Micky YooChun got the Best Rookie Artist &a Netizen Award! Aww, YooChun! Your hardwork finally awarded!. Countdown with MBC too, which is MST 11p.m.

Oh not to forget,

Happy New Year my friends & families!
We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called "Opportunity" and its first chapter is New Year's Day. For last year's words belong to last year's language and next year's words await another voice. And to make an end is to make a beginning.

So today is the first day of 2o11. I better get all the "opportunities" so that I have no regret on 2o11. Especially it is a SPM year for me, a final year for my secondary school! I haven get myself buy the school bag, Lol. I told my mum about this and she put the blame on me, what is this?

Okay since two more days to school reopen, I gonna get myself head to finish up my pretty cool A.Maths. (:

7 years, it is not easy!

2010-12-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

Phew, lucky managed to post something before 12am :)

26' Dec, another day that I love.

Well, today is DBSK's 7th years! Aww, after gone through all these hard and tough, luckily they are still here. Although now DBSK is not 5 members but 2. But, as time as time goes by, DBSK sure will goes back to 5 members. I believe :)

And JaeJoong tweeted this in Twitter, I really touched.

As you do so. Our faith will be stronger.

Thank you JaeJoong! You really heard us. Really thank you! Yesterday was surfing net and saw these pictures.

Creation of Cassiopeia. It is really nice :)

Red Ocean. Aww, I hope this also appear in Malaysia!

Cassiopeia Star! 5 in 1 :)

DBSK is going to have comeback next year January! Can't wait for it :D

And so, YES. I love DBSK forever!